Short Story

Some of the best stories I've ever read have been short stories.

Some of my favorite items have been FLF items.

This picture has a mixtrure of both, plus some awesome background items I'm not crediting because they're a friend's and we've cleaned up already! xD I can say that the bed we're in is from Lagom and the decor shelf behind us is from Fapple. :3

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Vivi in Feb by Pumec W/ Body Applier by Sudio Exposure for Belly (Tinted gg)

::Body::

Freya by Belleza

::Head::

Babyface 001 by GENUS

::Eyes::

Peachy Eyes in Green and Lavi by S0ng

::Hair::

Pony in Ombres by Bonbon

Clothing Stuffs;

::Lingerie::

Twilight Garden Lingerie in Oxblood by Moon Elixir

::Socks::

Snugglesocks by Reign

Accessories;

::Rings::

Comfy Ring set by Yummy

::Necklace::

Good Vibes Necklace by E.marie

So the fun of this picture for me is Li and I are wearing the same skin, shape, head, and hair, as well as clothing... yet we still look like completely different people.

I love SL. <3

Little and I

Today I'm with my little Saigey, dressin' like a thuggu! Hahaha! I had a fun week with a friend and dressed like a 'thug' for most of it. While it was going on Saigey came back from a long vacation, and I'd missed her!

Exact details below for the outfit. <3

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Kyoko in Mixed Type by DeeTalez

::Body::

Freya by Belleza W/Hands & Feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

Milana in browns by Phoenix

::Ears::

Haruhi Ears by Random Matter

Clothing Stuffs;

::Top::

Ness Tank top in Dark red by Cynful

::Jeans::

Cookie Baggy Jeans in Black by Legal Insanity

Extras && Accessories;

::Bandanna::

Unisex Mesh Bandanna by Line 2 Apparell

::Earrings::

Bamboo Hoops by Dirty Princess

::Necklaces::

Meow Choker by Black Bantam

Embellished Key Necklace by Yummy

Room Key 237 Necklace by Yummy

Stag Key necklace by Half Deer

::Bracelets::

Wire bracelet by Avenge

::Rings::

Kinglove Rings by Cult

When We Love

Don't chose me then use me.

Just stay right beside me.

Don't you dare deny my love~

I had a surprise lesson in photo-shop with my friend, so I did a quick picture with what I'd learned and could replicate! I need to practice a lot more and I think I went a bit overboard but don't I always when I learn something new?

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Kyoko in Mixed Type by DeeTalez

::Eyes::

Fiori eyes by Song

::Body::

Freya by Belleza W/Hands & Feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

Maisie Hair by Phoenix

::Ears::

Princess Ears by Swallow

Clothing Stuffs;

::Dress::

Geneca Dress in Shabby Mint by Le Fil Casse

::Leggings::

Cake Leggings in White by Blueberry

::Jacket::

Rose Bud Fur Jacket in Blush by Villena

Extras && Accessories;

::Rings::

Sweet Like Candy Rings by Yummy

::Hair Flowers::

Common Blossom Accessory in Pink by Astralia

::Piercing::

Facial Piercing by Catwa

::Necklaces::

Kodo Food Choker in Cupcake Rose by Kodo

&

Mesh Kitty Choker by Mons

&

Crystal Necklace by Izzies

::Pet::

My Cutie Applehead Chihuahua by Black Bantam

Decor is as follows.

Sway's [Filis] Table

[CIRCA] - "Disco Club'n" Drink Shaker & Cocktail (giver)

+Half-Deer+ Fairy Curtain - Tied (Pink – R)

*ionic* animals are my friends (sofa)

*ionic* Lyra posters

Summoned

There have been so many cool occult Gachas made while I was on hiatus!

& I Summoned a Demon! More Alaskametro for you with some Cubic Cherry & FLF Steals. Sorry I'm short today, can't help the height. :*

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Kyoko in Mixed Type by DeeTalez

::Eyes::

Miley Eyes in Earth and Lavi by Song

::Body::

Freya by Belleza W/Hands & Feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

Lila V1 by Chemistry

Clothing Stuffs;

::Sweater::

Tied Up Cardigan in Purple by Lazybones

::Shirt::

Clara Bra in Purple by Lazybones

::Skirt::

Enid skirt in 03 by Alaskametro<3

::Shoes::

Emily Heels by Reign

Extras && Accessories;

::Rings::

Sweet Like Candy Rings by Yummy

::Necklace::

Isoide Necklace in White by Random Matter

::Choker::

Antoinette Choker in Purple by Boom

::Nailpolish::

Color Trends RARE Omega HUD by Alaskametro

::Make-up::

Eyeshadow & Lips from the Wytch Make-up Palette by Alaskametro

::Piercings::

Facial Piercings by Catwa

::Masks::

Doran Mask by Cubic Cherry

Demon is wearing the Satyr set & Goat Skull from Melon Bunny.

Decor is as follows.

.aisling. Candles 01 /Natural/

*Besom~ Mother Earth Crystal Bowl (Purple)

Alchemy/Birdy - Sassy Cat - B – Black

{MB} The Grimoire (Insanity)

MadPea A Tale of Two Sisters - Skull w/Spring Flowers

MadPea A Tale of Two Sisters - Floral Spirit Board

SAYO - Arcane Occult Gacha - Apothocary Cluster

BESOM~ Rituals Loose Leaf Tea Board (Black)

.random.Matter. - Magical Girl - Mortar and Pestle [Blue]

BESOM RITUALS~ Geode Candle (Blue)

BESOM~ Himalayan Sea Salt Lamp (Pink)

SAYO - Arcane Occult Gacha - Crystals Cluster

MadPea A Tale of Two Sisters - Rustic Floral Pentagram

+Spellbound+ Sacred Geometry Tapestry – White

BESOM ~ Clean Space Wax Warmer (Pearl)

BESOM RITUALS~ Nag Champa (Purple)

RACK Poses - Blood Lust

Stay Ready

I had a blast for my birthday and one of my gifts to myself is that I am going to my sisters to spend time with her and my niece for a good few days so here's my hello gorgeous I'll be going away a few days post!!! Inspired by what's to come, days of chill, fun, and lots and lots of healing in the form of thc and yoga. <3 Even the four year old meditates now, I'm super pumped for this. And no, we don't smoke around her, we're not terrible people. We're cannibly medicated cannacuties who treat it responsibly! I hope you are too!! :'3

Image coming soon, until then on FLICKR

I honestly love this décor from Zombie Suicide, it's an entire cannabis décor set with a tentacle and crystal décor pipe if you're looking for anything to go beside or with your Nik0tin Rolling kits! I know it's 2pm but I'm still drinking coffee, it's never too late for coffee, and I -love- these coffee cups by Black Bantam. Gorgeous is right. Exact details on clothing which I am adoring and will be wearing for a good five days since I'm going on a mini vacation below~! <3

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Kyoko in Mixed Type by DeeTalez

::Eyes::

Miley Eyes in Lavi and Earth by Song

::Body::

Freya by Belleza w/hands & Feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

Hard Candy in Lil Bun Updo Browns by Besom

::Ears::

Princess Ears by Swallow

Clothing Stuffs;

::Top::

Cloe top in Mint by Miss Chelsea

::Shorts::

Frappe Denim Shorts in Ice by Blueberry

::Shoes::

Flipaflops by Tanoshi

Extras && Accessories;

::Rings::

Sweet Like Candy Rings by Yummy

::Body Chain::

Body Chain in Silver by Blueberry

::Thigh Corset::

Empire Thigh Corset

::Bracelet::

Charm Bracelet in C by La Petite Morte !!Gacha!!!

::Glitters::

Kathleeen's soft body shimmer

&

Stripper dust by Cynful

::Collar::

Lace Collar by Dirty Secrets

Decor

:Z.S: Shelf – Brown !!Gacha!!!

:Z.S: Tentacle Pipe Blue !!Gacha!!!

:Z.S: Ashtray Black/White !!Gacha!!!

:Z.S: Joint GOI item !!Gacha!!!

[Black Bantam] Prissy Pom Pillow Decor Faded

[Black Bantam] Hello Gorgeous Mug Peach !!!Gacha!!!

[NikotiN] Join Moutain (alpha)

:Z.S: Pot Leaf Green !!Gacha!!!

Kalopsia - Galaxy Rug (lighter)

Kalopsia - Gipsy Shack (Turquoise)

:Z.S: Crystal pipe RARE !!Gacha!!1

[NikotiN] Weed Head

Nikotin Grinder

Birthday!

It's my birthday! I'll be having a small party with some friends on SL because of it and I'm SUPER pumped for SHARKAPALOOZA~ I even have a handy spear! :D Picture was unplanned, so I'm pleased with how it came out, and I hope you all have a day just as great as I am having even though it's just another day for you. :*

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Kyoko in Mixed Type by DeeTalez

::Eyes::

Miley Eyes in Lavi and Earth by Song

::Body::

Freya by Belleza w/hands & Feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

Aimy in browns by Phoenix

::Ears::

Princess Ears by Swallow

Clothing Stuffs;

::Bikini::

Mon Cheri Bikini in Moon !!Gacha!!!

::Shoes are unshown but are a new release from Tanoshi coming soon!!!::

Extras && Accessories;

::Rings::

Sweet Like Candy Rings by Yummy

::Body Chain::

Body Chain in Silver by Blueberry

::Usako Parts::

Floppy Bunny Whiskers by B

Fluffy Tail by Catseye

Pierced Rabbit Ears by Murder Of Ravens

::Body Glitter::

Soft Body Shimmer by Kathleen's

&

Stripper Dust by Cynful

::Weapon::

Might of Demacia Spear in White by EZ

::Balloon::

My Doggy Balloon Animal in Blue by Black Bantam

::Crown::

Little Crown in Silver by LaGyo

::Piercing::

Kitty Belly Ring by Bubble

Promises

I think romance is beautiful, though terrifying. The idea of adoring someone enough to do things illogical and beyond understanding... how breathtaking and dangerous... I've had a lot on my mind about love lately, because of the time of year. As many know, it's been three years since I was abandoned by the person I still know was the one I was supposed to be with... because I'm not the person he's supposed to be with.

Chaotic and tragic. Breathtaking and beautiful. Oh love.

Beneath this will be something I wrote because I've been a bit of an inspired mess lately. Thank you to those who read, for those interested in the gorgeous look I am donning inspired by romantic waiting and freedom? Down below! :3

I crave hands that feel souls and seek depths only the vast oceans beneath my flesh can quell. 

I crave intensity that only those who've experienced madness and returned could understand, for only those of us who love to leap can really see the romance in the fall. 

I crave conversation, enticing and alluring... pulling my thoughts from where they normally lay with new beliefs. 

I crave to give love like a waterfall, ever-flowing into others unless blocked. 

More than all of that, I crave to never interact with another soul for the damage that can be done with mere words can be devastating.

 My existence is contradiction.

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Kyoko in Mixed Type by DeeTalez

::Eyes::

Miley Eyes in Lavi and Earth by Song

::Body::

Freya by Belleza w/hands & Feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

Sunny by Phoenix

::Ears::

V-Day gift Ears by Pumec

::Usako Bits::

Pierced Rabbit Ears by Murder of Raven

Fluffy Tail by Cat'sEye

Whiskers by (B)

Clothing Stuffs;

::Dress::

Marie's Dress in Wine by Gaia

::Stockings::

Heart Stockings by Luxuria in Black

::Shoes::

Narcissus by Empire

Extras && Accessories;

::Rings::

Sweet Like Candy Rings by Yummy

::Bracelet & Headband::

Bauhaus Movement Daisy Bracelet and Headband

::Piercings::

Stellar Piercings by Curemore

::necklace::

Lyra Enchantress by Maxi Gossamer

&

Lace Collar by Dirty Secrets

::Make-up::

Babygoth Make-up by Alaskametro

&

Pinkah Lipsticks by Cubic Cherry

&

Freckles by Buzzeri

::Nails::

Muse Nail Art by Alaskametro

Deuces, loves~

Rant below, skip it for credits! Read just above it for pertinent information. <3

There's a lot going on in both RL and SL that I'm having a hard time understanding. IRL with all the gun issues and cannabis issues; yes we all know I am pro cannabis considering it's one of my biggest medications. In SL we went from people supporting those who created original mesh to supporting those who are outsourcing mesh because “who cares, everyone does it?” but like.. we should all care, in my opinion. You as a regular un-modeling person has been made to believe you have to begin modeling yourself to have a business here, or to have a place in SL itself outside of blogging and in designing. Some of these people are not doing this, however, they're sending pictures and money to someone else to make these models and saying they've done it.
As someone who has learned to 3d model, in my years attempting to learn because it's fun and as a hobby; I've become a modeler for more than a small handful of stores. The people I've met that helped me learn and teach me also model for other stores, in the background silently. When I began learning to mesh this was happening, so it's true.. everyone does do it... but... what's the difference between that and using a template in SL? I don't see one. Someone else is modeling and rigging and baking and then the textures are edited in a baking program and photoshop for textures. People aren't talking about this though, they're just praising people. I have a hard time praising people I haven't spoken to and know they at least have modeling knowledge of their own or do some of their own work. I haven't supported people I know use other modelers and refuse to learn for themselves because 'it's hard' or 'they can't understand' or 'it looks too boring I just want to texture.' As a disabled person with a chronic illness that causes my mind to completely shut down for days at a time, I've not only learned to 3d model on my own with just the aid of friends in our preferred teaching method but I've also gotten well enough to impress myself, which embarrasses me and keeps me from wanting to push much with Tanoshi because I feel narcissist like to be impressed with my own work; but I've never had a way to visually express my creativity before so it's enthralling.
Meanwhile other stores put their names next to stores they 'work' with to try and remain relevant after being called out on not doing their own work.No one notices though, because we're all caught up looking at only what's right in front of us. I've been watching from the background for a while and I can say without a doubt that I won't be leaving SL over it or anything sad or dramatic like that, but I felt it was something that needed to be talked about because in my mind as bloggers we are the people who are supposed to tell the consumers who is worth purchasing with. Not because they're popular. Because they're well made, done by the person who has put hours to days to sometimes weeks of work in to them alone or with just one or two people helping in different parts that they are transparent about having; like Tanoshi being five people. We work together to learn, we help each other. One of us scripts, four of us model and we keep teaching each other the modeling stuff we learn, and three of us texture and help teach each other what we learn. Everything released from Tanoshi is hand modeled by the people listed on our website and each release is explained as to whose hands went in to the work of it so you guys know exactly who and what you are supporting. All releases are done by percentages so every employee can see just how much their work was appreciated. I go the extra step to ensure no one's ripped off or disappointed to the best of my ability with Tanoshi, and so do every single one of the employees with me. I really don't like what's become of the blogging community in SL. I've purchased things bloggers made look amazing that were rigged terribly and looked awful in world but was from a 'popular' store. However, rather than just complain or silently wonder what we're all doing I've decided to make it clear what I think/feel blogging should be about and continue blogging my way. Not because someone's popular but because their work is well done and from what I know of them they do it on their own or percentage out to their modelers so no one's getting ripped off on sales.

I'm leaving for two weeks to go to Canada for a break away from all the messes in both worlds! I don't want to deal! My life is finally getting back in order irl and I'm following goals set out and doing really well, which is why you guys have been seeing more of me.

But for now I'mma GET OUT XD At least for a little while. Then when I come back I have a few cute outfits to show you. Also I want no IMs in world I am not speaking a word about who I know does what. That's not my lifestyle. I'm here to show you Kreao's adorable skirt, because I've watched her grow for years! I also have on some heels by Reign that went with an outfit Blueberry released a bit back, and am showing off a Blueberry group gift. I had no idea how many stores still did group gifts since I hadn't been shopping for so long, and I have to say I'm really happy about it. I also have a bunch of Zombie Suicide accessories on, as well as a pair of eyes! I hope you guys enjoy all the goodies I'm showing off and have a great two weeks! Think hard and decide what you want your world to be about because that's what SL is guys, our world. We can change the things we don't like if we really don't like them. I've been living peacefully and happily with just one incident when I decided to try and be social again before I realized I am not a social creature. XD Peaceful and cute as can be, because with peace I can flourish and bloom as beautifully as I want; and I assure you that you can too. :* Sweet days, loving evenings, and endless fun. <3

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Kyoko in Mixed Type by DeeTalez

::Freckles::

Mesh Freckle Layer by DeeTalez

::Eyes::

Velvet Eyes in Green and Purple by Zombie Suicide

::Body::

Lara by Maitreya inc. hands & feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

Cindy Hair in Browns by RA

::Ears::

Bento Rabbit Ears by Murder of Ravens

&

Haruhi ears by Random Matter

::Tail::

Bento Tail Fluffy by Catseye

Clothing Stuffs;

::Tank::

October Group Gift from Blueberry

::Skirt::

Rufly Skirt in Tartan Mono by Cubic Cherry

::Shoes::

Ime Heels in Fatpack by Reign (Only fatpack option avalable)

Extras && Accessories;

::Rings::

Serena Rings by Yummy

::Bindi::

The heart gen moon bindi by Olive

::Collar::

Charge Collar by Zombie Suicide

::Piercings::

Collar Bone piercing by Zombie Suicide

Dimples by Little Fish

Eyebrow Ring by Little Fish

::Earrings::

Get Stoned earrings by Zombie Suicide ((HEY YOO GET STOONED XD))

::Nails::

Love Bento Nails blue & Blue with Design by Love !!Gacha!!!

Sorry the credits aren't longer than the rant, but hopefully you skipped it if you don't care! :*

Wallflower

I've been hearing things back and forth about Black Dragon, so I gave it a try and I had a lot of fun playing with things. I can certainly see how this is a better viewer for those of you who are artistic!! <3 I'm not very good because I have a specific style I like I guess since I think I ended up with pretty similar quality pictures.. x3 I do really like the ease of access on the preferences and the layout is super clean though, which is nice for taking big clean pictures. I thought the preview on the snapshot came through really nice and clear too so it was easy to see if I wanted another shot or to move anything.

I just decorated an adorable little skybox I'll be showing off in a future post with an outfit I have planned and above it made this little outside patio hangout for my friends that have been chillin' with me lately. :3 I thought it was really cute and yummy looking, so I decided to share! Oddly enough, as usual I prefer to be the wallflower even among my friend's pixels so this lil' pupper and I are chillin' comfortably amongst the shadows. x3

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Kyoko in Mixed Type by DeeTalez

::Freckles::

Nefarious Freckles for Catwa

::Brows::

Blond&Brown Brows ~ Common by Wednesday[+] !!Mermaid Gacha!!!

::Eyes::

Eve Eyes in Green and Purple by Zombie Suicide !!Released @ Anybody Jan!!

::Body::

Lara by Maitreya inc. hands & feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

8182 by Pink Hustler !!Group Gift. 400L Join cost!!!

(Totally worth with rigged bento nails, clothing, and hairs as gifts. :D)

::Ears::

Gen 4 Acryl*imals in Racoon R and Grey Elephant L by Aitui !!Gacha!!

::Tail & Horns::

Hoshi Horn and Tail in Black by Momochu

Clothing Stuffs;

::Top::

Neva Top in Black Plaid by Erratic

::Skirt::

Natasha Skirt in Black by Zombie Suicide

::Socks::

Maggie Socks in Black by Zombie Suicide

::Shoes::

Roundtoe Flack Back Bow Pumps in Gunmetal by 103

Extras && Accessories;

::Rings::

Serena Rings by Yummy

::Bindi::

The Heart Gem Moon Bindi by Olive.

::Necklace::

Azaria Wand Necklace by Zombie Suicide

::Collar::

Ash Collar in Limited by Zombie Suicide

::Nails::

Bento Nail #GG2 by Pink Hustler !!Group Gift!!!

::Piercings::

Dimples & Brow Ring by Little Fish

Spider Bites by Punch

::Earrings::

Hexxed Earrings by Zombie Suicide

&

Loved Ear Weights by Zombie Suicide

::Puppers::

Yorkie Puppy Sitting Hold by Black Bantam !!Gacha Released @ Kustom 9!!!

::Make-up::

Bunny Blusher by Momochu

Fusion Lips by Zombie Suicide

Hunni Shadows (Darker) by Zombie Suicide

Decor

Sway's [Kailani] Tapestry . Sky

[Cubic Cherry]{Pizza Float} black

20[Cubic Cherry] {Lulu} baloon SILVER !!Gacha!!

[Cubic Cherry] {Icecream} pouf STRAWBERRY

[Cubic Cherry] {Waffles} table

[Cubic Cherry] {Waffles} carpet

[Cubic Cherry] {Baroque} mirror Silver

[Cubic Cherry] {Star trail} pink B

[Cubic Cherry] {Captor} headphones white

[Cubic Cherry] {Star trail} pink A

[Cubic Cherry] {Ficceh} lovely corner DARK

+Half-Deer+ Birbies - Senor Plum !!Gacha!!

+Half-Deer+ Birbies - Banilla Bean !!Gacha!!

+Half-Deer+ Birbies - KING JUICY !!Gacha!!

+Half-Deer+ Pet Succulents - Choco Puppy !!Gacha!!!

[Black Bantam] Sphynx Halloween Edition Dual Female !!Gacha!!!

[03] {MB} Hungry Hamster Banana !!Gacha!!!

[10] {MB} Hungry Hamster Bowl RARE !!Gacha!!

Hayabusa Design Elegant Tree (For Shadows! XD)

Pose is a mixture of Light me up 1 from Elephante Poses and the built in Pose from Black Bantam edited a little through animare because tetas. <3

So Today~

Today's post took like a week because lovebug came and stopped in to play some more of FF13-3 Lightning's Reutn, something he promised he'd play for me when I broke down about the ending of 13-2 SOS I disappeared guys, I'm sorry. The cuties I have on are a mixture of newer and older things I adore and had a blast playing with! Deets below!

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Airashi in Latte by Pink Acid

::Hair::

Hair 030 by Boon

::Eyes::

Autumn Eerie Eyes in 12 and 8 by The Skinnery

::Body::

Hourglass by Slink w/ Mid feet & Elegant 1/Smoke hands

::Mouth::

Harley in Pos. 3 by Loud Mouth !!Coming Soon!!!

Clothing Stuffs;

::Bodysuit::

Slasher catsuit in black by Epic

::Top::

Swish Crop top in Babygirl by Doll House

::Pants::

Biker Pants in grey by Pixicat

::Shoes::

Honey Platforms in Antique by Fri.Day

Extras && Accessories;

::Piercings::

Dahlia Piercing by Zombie Suicide

Gewn Septum Piercing by Zombie Suicide !!New @ Bodyfy!!

Spider Bites by Punch

Spiked Dimples by Punch

::Earrings::

Skeleton Earrings by Yummy

::Tail::

Sparklie Succubus Tail in Black by Epic !!New @ Mainstore!!!

::Necklace::

Truth Necklace in Red by Zombie Suicide !!Gacha!!

::Garter::

LoveHoney Nurse Garter in Red by B.C.C !!Gacha!!

::Pet::

My Fat Cat in 07 by Black Bantam !!!Gacha!!!

::Bow::

Chu Bow by Boom

::Hat::

Ichigo Cake hat in Bwhite by Cubic Cherry Kre-Ations