Monday, November 13, 2017

Oblivion; a letter from a fan.

I think there's nothing sweeter than... welll.... nothingness. It's what I crave and long for. A time before the time where chaos began, a time before expectations and social acceptances. A time before... everything. This next song expresses that in a way that I feel is almost like a spell, cast to remind people that nothingness isn't something to fear... and if your perception is correct it can even be quite a meditative state~ I put on a casual outfit and have on my tears and sad eyes still because this lil' kitten is still sad. (Not getting in to why, we're staying positive!) I wrote the writer of these songs a letter I'm going to put below the picture and above the credits, to help you guys see a little bit of the personal/fantasy based writings I do. Enjoy!



Grampy named you Penny, yet you had no idea you were far more than plenty and I'm glad he showed you that you needed to be empty. The energies and moments of unease which created your masterpiece has now shown not only me but many others OUR inner peace.

As the center spins around, and you navigate us through your treacherous waves you've shown us stars birthed from thoughts and sent adrift on flows that ease our souls and remind us that within us we have the same courageousness, same strength; we are as soldiers standing brave.

You say for a heart to open it has to break, so you're sad yet happy...

Why do we feel the need to fill the void once broken if that openness is our salvation? In expressing loss in verses set across expanses even imagination wouldn't dare stop you've shown us we have the same weaknesses, the same needs; we are but universes born in to humans too unaware of being our own demise.

It's odd, I find myself wondering if we're even fit to call you something as simple as Penny, when your existence to this generation is as revolutionary as copper was to the electrical industry throughout history. Will you change us on the inside through reflecting the same brilliant shine as the cent has changed with time? I know aluminum has changed the fate of the way you coil, dazzling copper, but without you to have laid the way... Without Penny to lead the way, on what currents would your beautiful words flow?

From the mind, to the mic, to the wires that connect our currents; your words with ease bring me back to current when I've become lost adrift on the seas of my own distant and fearful future possibilities or memories. Locked away within walls deemed safe by demons that won't let me play, I began my journey a month before you grace my city ti the day. It's the second time I go, as I'd fallen the last time and lost my way... it was when I'd heard your words on Pandora that clearness and peace again began to stay.


I won't be able to see you, oh dear miss Jhene, but please play with the energy to feel from my home on this, a day the universe coincidentally gifted me. A day the universe set in to motion for us both, unknowingly on your side that the meaning would be so grand. It was a time when I'd fallen the hardest, and giving up had almost been planned... I'll keep going, however, because I'm stronger than anyone understands. 



Body Stuffs;

::Skin::
Kyoko in Mixedtype by DeeTalez
::Eyes::
Sari Eyes in Green in Purple by Song
::Body::
Lara by Maitreya inc. hands & feet
::Head::
Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me
::Hair::
Athena in Browns by Truth !!Group Gift!!!
::Ears::
Stretched Ears by Mandala


Clothing Stuffs;
::Dress::
Rosie Dress in Hazel by Valentina E
::Leggings::
Magical Girl leggings in Black by Cubic Cherry Kre-Ations !!Gacha!!!

Extras && Accessories;
::Nails::
Baddie Claws & Rings by Gorgeous Dolls
::Eyepatch::
Roses Eyepatch in Shadow by Cubic Cherry Kre-Ations
::Necklace::
Pray for us Choker in Black by Black Bantam
::Bindi::
The Moonie Bindi by Olive
::Piercings::
Eyebrow & Dimples by Little Fish
&
Spider Bites by Punch
&
Chained V4 by Zombie Suicide
::Tears::
Princess tears in Sunset by Axix
::Lashes::
Starry Lashes by Lovely Alien !!Catwa Applier!!!
::Spell Book::
Starry Spell by Cubic Cherry Kre-Ations

Saturday, October 21, 2017

Nobody...

Today's stop is the first song that vibes hard with me right now for it's where I feel I'm stuck in my own journey. I love this scene and set up by DollBaby my cutie lil' friend beside me. The majority of the background is unknown to me as she owns it, but some of the Black Bantam arcade stuff is in there from the set that goes with my slippers because they're gorgeouuusss. <3

Earlier another friend of I and I were talking about how we feel kinda stuck, at the same time... as if we're already in hell just wading through it. All of this vibed with me and this song as I stared at the many pictures on my desktop to edit for you guys next. DollBaby and I were both going through a hard time where we secluded ourselves in hopes to find peace.

I hope she found it.
I'm still looking.
Have you found peace?
I always say I don't need anyone, because I wish it could be true...
My reality is I'm dependent on others, however.
It's part of my sadness.

I like the chains on DollBaby to show things like this, I feel like the picture's symbolic as well... or maybe I smoked too much? Anyway, these items are really pretty and thinking of being a ballerina in hell where you're endlessly dancing on those tippie toes is like omg why... so.. here you go! :D


Body Stuffs;

::Skin::
Jaquline in Bisquit by Pink Fuel
::Eyes::
Honestlydon'tremember
::Body::
Lara by Maitreya inc. hands & feet
::Head::
Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me
::Hair::
Lillian in Essentials by [e]
::Ears::
Stretched Ears by Mandala


Clothing Stuffs;
::Dress::
Orianna Lace Dress in Black by Zenith !!No Mesh Body Sizes so please DEMO!!!
::Shoes::
God Mother Crystal Ballet Slipper by Black Bantam !!Gacha!!!

Extras && Accessories;
::Headband::
Ican'tremembertbhaskOdettaF
::Blindfold & Choker::
Claudia in Red by Luas which was a gift from a friend so thaaank yooou. <3
::Gloves::
Little Red Wolf Leather Gloves in Black by Cureless which was also a gift from a friend, thaaank yoou. <3 !!Gacha!!!
::Flowers::
Tintable Wildflower Bouquet by Black Bantam !!Gacha!!!
::Leg Wraps::

Vanessa leg Straps in Red by Asteria