Gettin' Ready

Every girl needs that little corner of her life where she goes to get dressied up! Here's mine with a little outfit~ Gettin' ready for the fallout~

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Kyoko in Mixed Type by DeeTalez

::Body::

Freya by Belleza W/Hands & Feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

HoneyAna&Char by Truth

Clothing Stuffs;

::Lingerie::

Datenight in Fatpack by Blueberry

::Shirt::

Boyfriend Shirt by Vanilla Bae

Extras && Accessories;

::Choker::

Meow Choker by Black Bantam

::Jewels::

Giza Jewels by Cubic Cherry

::Leg Harness::

Heart Hearness by Empire

::Bracelets::

Wooden Bohemian Cuffs by LUXE

Decor

-tres blah- Jolie - Lip Balms

O.M.E.N - Dear John - Mirror & Brush

-tres blah- Jolie - Brush Set

-tb- Vanity – Brushes

[Black Bantam] Golden Pastel Makeup Palette Decor

-tres blah- Jolie - Hair Products

Recoup. Time!

After every time I have my niece I need some recoup time, so this time I spent it decorating a little space for myself and my friends to hang out. :D <3 On I have some cute and comfy goodies from Candy Doll, Blueberry, and Le Fil, Casse, as well as a new Magika do.

Around me are some cue things from around the grid and I'm sitting on a new cage by Lagom. You'll see more of this room, I really like it. Exact details below. :3

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Kyoko in Mixed Type by DeeTalez

::Body::

Freya by Belleza W/Hands & Feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

Adore by Magika

::Ears::

Gen 4 Heart Plugs by Aitui

Clothing Stuffs;

::Top::

Loli Hoodie in White by Blueberry

::Bottoms::

Vip Printed Panties From Dolly Gacha by Candydoll

::Stockings::

Mariena Collection Stockings in Pink by Le Fil Casse

::Shoes::

Kawaii Bunny Heels by LF

Extras && Accessories;

::Bows::

Movie Night Headband in Prissy Pink by Le Fil Casse

::Wings::

Cartoon Wings in Pink by A*S !!Gacha!!

::Glasses::

Kalediscope Glasses by Mad Echo

::Bindi::

Airie Bindi by CX & Vincue

::Piercings::

Catwa Piervings for Bento Heads

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Curemore Stellar Piercings

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Belly Kitty Biercing by Bubble

::Necklaces::

Daisy choker in pink by Buzzeri

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His & Hers old Romance Necklaces by Noodles

::Rings::

Kinglove Rings by Cult

::Legbow::

Burlesque Legbow by MUKA

::Tattoo::

Melody by Dappa

::Nails::

Pastels & Shimmer by Alaskametro

Decor~

Wednesday – Girlwounds – ecig – Gacha

Wednesdsay – Princess life – Pretzels – Gacha

Tresblah – Bon voyoge- Mp3 Player- Gacha

Random Matter- Noticed by Senpai- Manga Stack – Gacha

Gypsie Heart – Pillow Chair – Sky A – Gacha

Tres Blah- Spring Living – Wired Heart – Gacha

Lagom – The Playground – Cage Light - Gacha

Yan – Sakuran – Type D - Gacha

Spring Time Loves

Hello again, loooves. I have some good news!! Yesterday I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. I know, I know. How can that be good news, right? It's good news because finally I have a reason as to why I have always been in so much pain and unable to get the things I want to get done finished. I had pain in all but one of the specific spots they use to diagnose it, which made my doctor frown and give me an immediate diagnosis. I'm on medication now to help with it, too! So maybe I can get more blogging and shopping done soon! I also had ALL my mental meds changed, so maybe I can go outside soon! All in all, it was a good tuesday. I have bad news too though, haha. Meds take two weeks to settle in my system and lordy am I high. XD Gonna be short with pictures because I can hardly even line boarders up right now. XD <33 Won't stop be from bringing you the cuteness though!!

This dress is -amazing- and I loved it from the moment I saw it. It can be lolita'd really well but I went for a more casual look. I'm still covered, but I dunno if it can be considered lolita because you know, too high to care, lmao. It's still stunning and I was so glad to see it at C88. This round of C88 is just breath taking, make sure you get in. All the spring colors. Haaaah. <3 The accessories are LOVE and the clothes are must haves! The hair is a newie from Exile that can be snagged at Season Story. I've decided I love spring. Everything being released is making me SO happy. XD <3 Here's yer creds~

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Eun-Seo in D Tone by The Sugar Garden

::Hair::

San Francisco in Browns by Exile (With Hair Flowers!!) !!Now @ Seasons Story!!!

::Eyes::

Mori Eyes in Hazel (With big shine) by The Sugar Garden !!Now @ Cosmetics Fair!!!

::Lashes::

So1 Kawaii Lashes by FTL

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Starry Lashes by Lovely Alien

::Hands::

Elegant 1 hands by Slink Worn

Nail Appliers by Buttery Toast

Gradient Nails in Flamingo

::Feet::

Medium Height Woman's Feet worn by Slink

Clothing Stuffs;

::Top::

Fluffy Bolero in Milk by Kyoko Couture !!New Release!!

::Dress::

Fluffy dress in Roses by Tes Blah !!Now @ C88!!!

::Stockings::

White Gradient Tights in Coral by Chary

::Shoes::

Noella Heels in Fuchsia by Ingeune

Extras && Accessories;

::Necklace::

Garden by Fairy Tail

::Necklace 1::

Silver Rose Pendent in Pink by Yummy !!Now @ C88!!!

::Bag::

Flowery Mini Bag in Rose by Imeka !!Now @ Kustom 9!!!

::Plushies::

Flocon in Frozen Rose by Aisling

::Glasses::

Fancy Sunglasses in White & Pink by Witches & Rats !!Now @ Spring Break Fair!!!

::Phone::

Bashful Bear phone in Gold by LP

::Make-up::

Tintable Animu Blush by Pantsu Hunter !!New Release!!!

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Tintable lipgloss by Pantsu Hunter !!New Release!!!

::Make-up::

Pixie Shadow in Ocean by Buzzeri !!Now @ Cosmetics Fair!!!

::Make-Up::

Sunspots (two) by NOX !!Now @ Cosmetics Fair!!!

::Poses::

Poses by Zzang

My own little Garden

Excuse the lack in quality in the pictures, loves. Computer problems still going on, butbut haaayhaaay I'm still blogging. <3

I made a cute little garden area using a bunch of the arcade stuff for my own little haven because I really needed a space to my own to zone out. Lovebug and I got in a fight after he finally gave me good news because I was having a tantrum. Now I'm waiting to talk to him. ;A; <3 Wish me luck, loves!

The ADORABLE little red panda on me was a win by lovebug at the LAST round of chapter four. Yes. I'm late with ALL of my clothes this time. MINUS THE HAIR, it's a newbie by Milk @ the Whore Couture Fair! :D The clothes are the LAST round of the cosmopolitan sales room. Accessories are the LAST flf, and shoes are from CANDY FAIR. XD But it was all stuff I love and I'm pretty sure you can still get them all!

Only newbie things are the hairs and this AMAZING eyepatch by Cubic Cherry Kre-ations. I haven't gotten to getting the whole pack yet, arcade has me brooooke!! This beautiful color, though, is a win from the Rose Princess Hunt which is still going for about another week! :'D

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Elly in Sugar/Pure by Pink Fuel

::Hair::

Tokyo in Browns by Milk

::Eyes::

Luminate in Hazel by The Sugar Garden

::Teeth::

Braces Teeth in color by Shine

::Lashes::

C01 Natural Lashes by FTL

::Hands::

Elegant 1 Hands by Slink worn with appliers by Quintessencia

::Feet::

Flat feet by Slink worn

Clothing Stuffs;

::Top::

Panda Love Long Sleeve by A&Co

::Bottom::

Sprang Jeans in Ombre Pink by Perch

::Socks::

Prissy Ruffle Socks in Sheer White by The Sugar Garden

::Shoes::

Sprinkles by Charm

Extras && Accessories;

::Necklace::

Ribbon Cross Collar in Pink by Pekka

::Necklace 2::

Forest Necklace in Pink by D-Labs

::Bracelet::

Forest Bracelet in Pink by D-Labs

::Ring::

We Love Gacha Ring in Panda White/Blue by Fappy

::Bag::

Happy Bag by NS

::Hair Pins::

Forest Hair Pin 1-4 in Pink by D-Labs

::Earrings::

Forest Earrings in Pink by D-Labs

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Stretched Ears by Mandala

::Hair JAWNIES::

Rockets Rule Headband in Pinky RARE by Random Matter

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Stars are Cool handband in Blue 1 by Random Matter

::Plushies::

Pocket Pet in Red Panda by Birdy RARE

::Eye Patch::

Aoi Bara Eye Patch by Cubic Cherry Kre-ations

::Make-up::

Chu Lips in Dango by The Sugar Garden

::Make-up::

Dolly Eyelashes by Pink Fuel

::Poses::

Poses by Adorkable

DECOR AGAIN IS FROM THE ARCADE! :D

Bird Tower in Blue by 8f8

Caring Mr. Scarecrow in Pink by 8f8

Nosey Mole by 8f8

Bubbleblooms in Yellow by 8f8

Bird Skyloft in Yellow 8f8

Fancy Fest by 8f8

Poppyhearts by 8f8

Happy Carrots by 8f8

All in the My Imaginary garden set by 8f8

Baby Plant Tray by Mishmish

Ruru by Mishmish

Zen by Mishmish

Onion by Mishmish

Sky by Mishmish

A baby plant by Mishmish

Seed Box RARE by Pixel Mode

Bird House by Pixel Mode

 Both from The Happy Gardner by Pixel Mode

Vintage Chair in Pink by Tres Blah

Radio in Green by Tes Blah

Wire Heart by Tres Blah

 All in the Spring Living set by Tres Blah

Plant two by Zigana

The wisest owl by Ispachi

Book a tale of love by Vespertine

Lots of talking && love for friends and more~

I've really taken light to this whole... generalizing thing that I do lately due to some incidents in my life. I say everyone as a whole is bad, due to some bad individuals I allowed to invade my space. Luckily I have an amazing lovebug and great friends here to back me up and not only remind me when I'm doing things that are negative and not progressive to my mental health and wellbeing, but to show me that the believe that I don't hate everyone, I just hate certain individuals can still ring true. Tonight I'm showing off a dress by Katat0nik which makes me super happy just by looking at it. It's not lolita, but it's comfortable and modest still... with a sense of innocence and adorableness that I don't believe could have been captured better. I feel like what's shown in this dress is part of what I love about the friends I remain closest with.

I've had some bad run ins with everyone I've known, and while things come to be not how I expect or want sometimes, lovebug has taught me to accept things as they are. The people I keep around are the ones I can tell my feelings to and have them do the same. Accept them as they are and not try to fight for who is and isn't right. In the end, right doesn't matter when it comes to people's thoughts and feelings. If something is there it's because something else brought it to life. These people can take and understand that and give more thought to whether or not they feel they, or I, need to apologize without jeapordizing the entire friendship and repeatedly defending themselves through snide comments until a fight breaks out. I've had a LOT of the other kind of people in my life living in Philadelphia most of my life where it's common to use the idea of 'brotherly love' and stab your brother in the back if it can get you somewhere in life.

It was so common that I not only accepted and welcomed these kinds of people in to my life but sought them out as they were who I was comfortable with. Since April I have moved away from there and have been learning a lot about myself and what I do and don't like that people do. I'm what my therapist likes to call logic sick, so she's spent some time with me working on just liking or disliking things. Not, “I don't like this because blahblah logic how it is terrible and awful and against common sense and shouldn't exist at all” Just, “I don't like it because it makes me feel bad” feelings are another thing I'm very not used to... which is why I try to encapture things that make me feel good on my blog just because they.. make me feel good. With no reasons other than that.

This scene is one of those. I've always loved the idea of baking holiday cookies and getting down and dirty and covered in flour and having a blast and laughing in a small homey kitchen with close friends or family. It's never been something I could live. Closest was when I'd bake cookies with my aunt sometimes in the year or two I lived with her. Happiest years of my life, even still, because I was normal for once. In FL away from the bad influence of Philly. Working and making friends and following the things I loved heavily. LIKE COWS. Why I filled it with Half Deer's Yaks. <3

These details are another. People can slap textures on to premade mesh dresses all day and while some may do a damn good job of it, nothing can take my breath away more than seeing the hard work put into not only completely meshing a dress but also creating a texture just for it. One that has the perfect look of a knitted sweater with to die for little polar bears in them. Hng. <3 I may like a lot of work from a lot of designers, but in the lolita world there is no one I respect more than Pepper and Kat because their stuff is all original mesh and textures. (Some people even take textures off the internet. :/ You people should seriously do some research and see what you're paying for!)

People like my Aubsie, who I got a little pouty and standoffish about after her visit because I felt she was ashamed of me only to realize it was her own discomfort of having met someone from the internet irl (something I do often) that left the impressions I took as something else. Came back as just who they were before they left even despite me becoming standoffish until our friendship was where it was because of all things, her strongest point is understanding unbiasedly. Which is funny because she's spoiled rotten, so being able to see things from my poor and horrid part of life is rare.

People like my Lilis who is the sunshine on my raniest day and comes through with life and world experience as well as logic and inside understanding from a pshycological standpoint because we've gone through and react to things in similar ways. Doesn't matter how down I am, a few minutes of her skittering across my screen in her cute Aos and talking me through things can help turn my frown upside down. She's as beautiful inwardly and outwardly irl as she is on SL and I am super lucky to have her brought in to my life randomly by a lolita not lolita fair that I was hating on. We give as much as we take from each other, and it's something I love more than anything else. Never are we left playing tug-o-war and trying to get more rope or more of the friendship on one side than the other. If we need a day to pout and throw toys, we have it. If we need support, we have it. I fluffs my Lilis. <3

Peoples like my Caxy who despite not having a lot of time makes me feel like the time he spends with me is one of the best parts of his day. Someone who never once hit on me (Thankfully but he is gay so maybe it's because I lack the peen? XD) or tried to get weird or sexual on SL even though he's a male and that's super rare. Most of my other male friends make things suuuper awkward sometiiimes. He's fun and funny and enjoys my sense of humor and being around me no matter how crazy I am. Be it up or down. If I'm hyper he's there to rile me up. If I'm down he's there to listen to me rant... and even after I rant there is never permanent judgement passed on the things I rant about. Say I tell him lovebug's a big meanie? And then the next day say I was just huffy and lovebug didn't do anything, even if I SWEAR he's a big meanie, Caxy just sees him as lovebug and not as whatever monster I painted of him while huffy. I, of course, give him the same when he needs it, and try to help through logical understanding (Lol logic sick ne?) as well as emotional understanding.. but I fail at emotionnnnnss! All in all we have a tons of fun together and spend nearly every day together without getting sick of each other or having any fights at all~

What I love about all them, and the others that I keep in my life and close to me now, is that they know how to be all about themselves in the ways needed to be to progress with their own lives without being harmful to others. I attract people who are harmful, and I'm learning every day not to. Thanks guys, and everyone else out there who has learned how to be all about you enough to take care of you without harming others; be it financially, emotionally, mentally, physically, or a mix of the group. Being strong is really something to look up to. Thank everyone for their strength around me as I find my own. <3

I'm really making you read for it today, hm? XP

Picture

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Hair::

Swirly in Darks Pack by Rosy Mood !!New @ RMK Frost Fair!!!

Clothing Stuff;

::Dress::

Cozy Knit Jumper in Blush by Katat0nik !!Now @ C88!!!

::Shoes::

Cosy Boots in Blush by Katat0nik !!Now @ C88!!!

Extras && Accessories;

::Earmuffs::

Bearmuffs in creamsicle by Noodles !!Now @ C88!!!

::Earrings & Necklace::

Let it Snow by Cae !!Now @ Bubblegum Alley!!!

::Lipstick::

Frost Lipstick 2 by C h a r y !!Now @ F R O S T!!!

Elegant 1 Hands by Slink worn with appliers by Intrepid which are a gift at F R O S T

House Stuff;

6 – Pale Winter Candy Canes by Lark !!Now @ Garden. Gacha!!!

Stuffed Stocking in Red Plaid RARE by BA !!Now @ Garden. Gacha!!!

Love Sign by Alouette !!Now @ Garden. Gacha!!!

Cute Harajuku Christmas tree by Harajuku Girls

Marmalade Christmas baking set and snacks set all items !!Now @ Holiday Sweets & Treats fair!!!

Winter Yak in Special Delivery, Brown, Cozy, and Angelic by Half Deer. !! Now @ Garden. Gacha!!!

Candy Cane Lights by CT !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Candy Jar in Grape tall, spearment sticks, strawberry sticks, and spilled sticks by LJ. !!Now @ Holiday Sweets & Treats Fair. Gacha!!!

Ready to bake Cookie Tins, Spices & Flavorings, measures, and baking pans by Second Spaces !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Wisk (set in Yak's mouth), wooden spoons, and bowl of flour by Pixel Mode !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Christmas cookies & Christmas pudding by Apple Falls !!Gacha!!!

Hot Chocolate Marshmellows, Hot Chocolate Vanilla, Hot chocolate Cream, Milk Jug, and waffle Rolls by Erratic !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Cookie Jars in blue, scale in black, and bakeware by Tes Blah !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Aphrodite Blender by Marina Ramer

Cutting Board by Black Rose

Laurel Cottage Mixing Bowl and Pastry by What Next

&& I think that's all. I had a lot to say about the goodies, but I made you read enough, hm? I'm two hours late butbut.. it still got done.. tonight? XP <3 See you all on Monday!

Arcade / Holiday Sweets & Treats Fair / Garden / C88 / RMK Frost Fair / F R O S T / Bubblegum Alley

In case you need a ride. D; <3