Blue Dream

There may have been a point where I would have, and may even had, dedicated this song to a friend or someone close I cared about. As I grew I began to realize I feel this song is mine for me. I've changed a lot throughout the years, with medical changes and mental health changes that caused a mess and then needed to be cleaned up. It's taken a long time to get to the peaceful place I'm in, and the moment I obtained it there were people in my life looking to ruin it. I removed them fast and returned to solitude, for only alone can I become my purest most loving self.

At least for now. With my thoughts on the universe within, and Blue Dream in my ears with some Bubba's Gift in my bowl this little group of astral items and this cute dress by Cubic Cherry came together for a nice chill night lost within the universe that is my own mind. Details on the gorgeous pixels are below, details from within my mind are lost among the stars that you all are. :* :*

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Kyoko in Mixed Type by DeeTalez

::Freckles::

Subtle Freckles by Buzzeri (For Catwa)

::Eyes::

Miley Eyes in Earth and Lavi by {Song}

::Body::

Maitreya w/hands & feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

8132 by Pink Hustler with Bangs F by DPYumyum

::Ears::

Stretched Ears season 2 by Mandala

Clothing Stuffs;

::Dress::

Lil' Santa Dress in White by Cubic Cherry !!Rare!!!

::Bra::

Lyrae Bra & Panties in Silver by Cubic Cherry !!Gacha!!!

::Top::

Spring Top by Baii Maii

::Shoes::

Alexa Flats in Pink Pearl by Alaskametro

Extras && Accessories;

::Harness::

Lyrae Harness in white by Cubic Cherry !!Rare!!!

::Make-up::

Blush – Kawaii Blush in Hearts by Zombie Suicide

Babygoth Make-up by Alaskametro for eyes & Lips

::Tattoo::

Lumeria tattoo by Ab.Fab

::Earrings::

Loki Ear Gague by Cubic Cherry

::Eyepatch::

Watcher's Tears Eye patch R by Cubic Cherry

::Gag::

Thorns Gag in Snow by Cubic Cherry

Jukai

 “If anyone should try and find me, know I'm where I wanna be.

Don't come searching, please.”

The last stop on this Trip tour I'm taking you guys on in essence with miss Jhene Aiko is Jukai, the sea of trees. It's a place in Japan along Mt. Fuji where the foest becomes so dense and porous lava absorbs sound. It has a historical reputation of being home to ghosts of the dead, and has become a prime and popular suicide spot enough so in years that they post warning signs. From what I read up, people contemplating suicide go there to decide if they want to stay or go.

I feel like I've been stuck in the sea of trees for as long as I can remember. I made myself a little Jukai at home in SL and wore black and red with tears for a while to mourn over the loss of myself once things went nutty at my home. Now I'm trying to find my way out, and I'm very glad Jhene Aiko has inspired my trip to healing. Her Movie, Album, and Poetry book really are a map, to all the places in your mind you never knew, holding fears and torment unbeknownst to you.

Let's all learn to sail our souls in 2018, ne? Everyone keeps posting about wanting positivity, and I think it's really great. Remember though, good and bad come together and we need to accept both for a fully lived life.

Don't get lost in your sea of trees.

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Kyoko in Mix Type by DeeTalez

::Eyes::

Sari eyes in Green and Purple by Song

::Body::

Lara by Maitreya inc. hands & feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

Hair by DP Yumyums

::Ears::

Shiny Ears by Swallow

::Bits::

Neko'Neko by Aii the Ugly and the Beautiful

Clothing Stuffs;

::Dress::

My Story Gacha in 10 by Amitomo !!Gacha!!

Extras && Accessories;

::Nails::

Antoinette Nails in Rockabilly by Moon Amore

::Pose & Knife::

Cute but Psycho post set with prop by Fox City.

::Eyelashes::

Starry Lashes by Lovely Alien !!Has a catwa updated version!!

::Piercing::

Rose Moon Piercing by Konpietou

::Tears::

Princess Tears by Axix

::Necklace::

Princess pearls by Stockholm and Lima

::Ring::

Forever Love Ring in Silver (Heart version!) by Infinity

Open the gates~

  

Hey babies! So as usual VCO has come out with an adorable head, this time named Elin~ It's a Gacha again, and I'm showing you one of the commons! I have a freckles add on I made on top, not for sale yet. Adorning this cutie fashion doll body by coco are some more items from OMG and items from a few other events as well~ Around me are these adorable fat little birds by Silent Sparrow who joined me in rooting Hya on as she worked today! We got a little chilly so we pulled out the coco, which is a gorgeous new gift by Pink Acid/Black Bantam for group members!~ If you clickie it, it gives coco! Share the love guys! Happy shopping! :*

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Fashion Doll Tan

::Hair::

Barber Yumyum 65 in brown by DP Yumyum !!New @ Season Story!!!

::Eyes::

On Doll Head

::Body::

Fashion Doll by * COCO *

::Head::

Elf Mesh Head in Elin 002 by VCO !!New Mainstore Gacha!!!

Clothing Stuffs;

::Dress::

Veronica Dress in White'Pink by Supernatural !!New @ OMG!!!

::Slippers::

(Unshown but will blog again! XD Love them!)

Crazy Cat Lady Slippurr in Skitty RARE by 1313 !!New @ OMG!!!

Extras && Accessories;

::Wings::

Sugar Fairy Wings in RARE by HolliPocket !!New @ OMG!!!

::Ears::

Bunnyband in RARE by 2pm !!Gacha!!!

::Necklace::

Pagan Choker in Basic by Zombie Suicide !!New @ Project Limited

&

The Queen's Necklace in Pearl & Silver by Pink Acid !!New @ Epiphany!!!

::Plushies::

Dachshund Puppy in Blonde Her by Pink Acid !!New @ Season Story !!!Gacha!!!

Bluebird, Cardinal, Titmouse by Silent Sparrow !!New @ Season Story!!!

::Earrings::

Gem Reindeer Studs in Silver & Pink

&

Gem Snowflake Stud in Silver by Pink Acid !!New @ Chapter 4!!!

::Crown::

The Queen's Crown in Pearls & Silver by Pink Acid !!New @ Epiphany!!!

::Stole::

Sexy Fur Stole in Rose by T.Whore

Decor

Hot Cocoa by Pink Acid/Black Bantam !!New Group Gift!!!

Snowman Gacha in Deer by Ty's and True Poses

Pose by Kirin