Little updates for you!

Happy end of the week.. kind of...?

STILL NOT FEELING THE BEST! Will be back THIS monday for SURE. <33

I did happen to pop up the Bubblegum Alley Stuff I wanted to show you though!!

Excuse the outfit..? Or.. not..? Just love it. I do. XD Two of these items were gifts from Saka because she knows how much I love cows. I.. SERIOUSLY love cows. XD I found the coin purse at a yard sale (THANK YOU WHOEVER WAS SELLING IT. <3) but it's an item from this round of Oh My Gacha!! So if you want one go play, play, play! All the purses are ADORABLE... and I have a ton. ;A; <....3

Hat and shoes are previous arcade items and can be found at yard sales still I'm sure, but everything else is available N O W~

I know, not showing you anything I promised yet, but they'll all come next week I promise! MUAH!

The Goods;

::Hair::

Curious in Huds 01 by Magika

::Ears::

Fantasy Elf Ears by Mandala

::Top and Leggings::

Lil' Cow Pajama by Crazy Kitty

::Skirt::

Double Mini Skirt by Juicy Pop

::Shoes::

Abomination Mish Mash boots in Pink by Curio Obscura

::Hat::

Cow Hat by 8f8

::Lipstick::

Baby Doll Lips in Rose Pink by Pink Acid

::Highlight gloss::

Izzie's glossy Lip Highlights in 3D by Izzie's

::Collar::

Cowbell Bow Collar by Mused

::Plushie::

Moomoo in a Tutu by Envee

::Coin Purse::

Cow Purse in Cookies & Cream RARE by AC !!Now @ Omg!!!

::Leg Cow::

Ox by Pink Fuel

::Tattoo::

Frankenstitches by Bubblegum Treasure Trove

Happeeee weekend!

UH OOOHHH~

Soo.. monday came and I wasn't back full swing. D: I even had to cancel therapy today. Boo. I, however, did not forget about you lovies!!!

I did the pictures for the look I was talking about, and used a pose and those cute wall stickers from this round of Bubblegum Alley which is running until the 12^th of this month! I'ma pop out another post showing you some more of the cute stuff you can pick up this round that's useable by adults, a ton of it is TD clothes though!! So if you have a baby take 'em over for a great round of fashion at Bubblegum Alley

The dress I'm wearing is by Chaaarrrm. <3 I was going to go for like a stripper look, I swear. Got on TSG's bubble shoes, which are super stripper shoes, and a little mini dress. Swore I was gonna slut it up and cute it up and HNG! I blushed the moment I saw what would have been my 'final' look, threw on a cardigan from TSG, some leggings, and a sweater to cover most of my neck line. XD I can't do it!!!

I have muches I wanna show you guys, but sadly this week is going to be short on posts. I'm really ill getting over this UTI and I've had about four days straight of migraines now. BAH! They are what is really keeping me away. (Fist shake @ sensitivity to light tiems!)

The Goods;

::Hair::

Snowfall hair in Winter (Browns) by Tableau Vivant

::Dress::

Sin in Red by Charm

::Leggings::

Leggings in Black by AD

::Sweater::

Cute Cardi in Black by The Sugar Garden

::Shoes::

Bubbles Heels in Pink by The Sugar Garden

(For Slink HIGH feet ONLY. <3)

::Hat::

Baloon Ribbon in Black by Cubic Cherry Kre-ations

::Scarf::

Eksusha Scarf in Glitz by Plastik

::Necklace::

Sponge Floral Necklace in Silver by Bliensen & MaiTai

::Ring 1::

Panda Ring by Love Soul

::Ring 2::

Ring of Unity in Pink/Silver by O.M.E.N

::Horn::

Gaya's call in Holy by Cubic Cherry Kre-ations

::Eye Shadow & Lip Stick::

Winter Eye Shadow & Lip Stick by Pekka

Enjoy the weeks loves, you'll only see me once more and no time for COAB this week, I'm really sorry!! Soon though, soon! I got a bunch of new Truth hairs you HAVE to see, Stuff from OMG, more from BA, AND the 25 for 25 hunt has started!!!

Need to get back to bed before these drugs wear off and my head attacks me for having reunited with the PC again!

Lots of talking && love for friends and more~

I've really taken light to this whole... generalizing thing that I do lately due to some incidents in my life. I say everyone as a whole is bad, due to some bad individuals I allowed to invade my space. Luckily I have an amazing lovebug and great friends here to back me up and not only remind me when I'm doing things that are negative and not progressive to my mental health and wellbeing, but to show me that the believe that I don't hate everyone, I just hate certain individuals can still ring true. Tonight I'm showing off a dress by Katat0nik which makes me super happy just by looking at it. It's not lolita, but it's comfortable and modest still... with a sense of innocence and adorableness that I don't believe could have been captured better. I feel like what's shown in this dress is part of what I love about the friends I remain closest with.

I've had some bad run ins with everyone I've known, and while things come to be not how I expect or want sometimes, lovebug has taught me to accept things as they are. The people I keep around are the ones I can tell my feelings to and have them do the same. Accept them as they are and not try to fight for who is and isn't right. In the end, right doesn't matter when it comes to people's thoughts and feelings. If something is there it's because something else brought it to life. These people can take and understand that and give more thought to whether or not they feel they, or I, need to apologize without jeapordizing the entire friendship and repeatedly defending themselves through snide comments until a fight breaks out. I've had a LOT of the other kind of people in my life living in Philadelphia most of my life where it's common to use the idea of 'brotherly love' and stab your brother in the back if it can get you somewhere in life.

It was so common that I not only accepted and welcomed these kinds of people in to my life but sought them out as they were who I was comfortable with. Since April I have moved away from there and have been learning a lot about myself and what I do and don't like that people do. I'm what my therapist likes to call logic sick, so she's spent some time with me working on just liking or disliking things. Not, “I don't like this because blahblah logic how it is terrible and awful and against common sense and shouldn't exist at all” Just, “I don't like it because it makes me feel bad” feelings are another thing I'm very not used to... which is why I try to encapture things that make me feel good on my blog just because they.. make me feel good. With no reasons other than that.

This scene is one of those. I've always loved the idea of baking holiday cookies and getting down and dirty and covered in flour and having a blast and laughing in a small homey kitchen with close friends or family. It's never been something I could live. Closest was when I'd bake cookies with my aunt sometimes in the year or two I lived with her. Happiest years of my life, even still, because I was normal for once. In FL away from the bad influence of Philly. Working and making friends and following the things I loved heavily. LIKE COWS. Why I filled it with Half Deer's Yaks. <3

These details are another. People can slap textures on to premade mesh dresses all day and while some may do a damn good job of it, nothing can take my breath away more than seeing the hard work put into not only completely meshing a dress but also creating a texture just for it. One that has the perfect look of a knitted sweater with to die for little polar bears in them. Hng. <3 I may like a lot of work from a lot of designers, but in the lolita world there is no one I respect more than Pepper and Kat because their stuff is all original mesh and textures. (Some people even take textures off the internet. :/ You people should seriously do some research and see what you're paying for!)

People like my Aubsie, who I got a little pouty and standoffish about after her visit because I felt she was ashamed of me only to realize it was her own discomfort of having met someone from the internet irl (something I do often) that left the impressions I took as something else. Came back as just who they were before they left even despite me becoming standoffish until our friendship was where it was because of all things, her strongest point is understanding unbiasedly. Which is funny because she's spoiled rotten, so being able to see things from my poor and horrid part of life is rare.

People like my Lilis who is the sunshine on my raniest day and comes through with life and world experience as well as logic and inside understanding from a pshycological standpoint because we've gone through and react to things in similar ways. Doesn't matter how down I am, a few minutes of her skittering across my screen in her cute Aos and talking me through things can help turn my frown upside down. She's as beautiful inwardly and outwardly irl as she is on SL and I am super lucky to have her brought in to my life randomly by a lolita not lolita fair that I was hating on. We give as much as we take from each other, and it's something I love more than anything else. Never are we left playing tug-o-war and trying to get more rope or more of the friendship on one side than the other. If we need a day to pout and throw toys, we have it. If we need support, we have it. I fluffs my Lilis. <3

Peoples like my Caxy who despite not having a lot of time makes me feel like the time he spends with me is one of the best parts of his day. Someone who never once hit on me (Thankfully but he is gay so maybe it's because I lack the peen? XD) or tried to get weird or sexual on SL even though he's a male and that's super rare. Most of my other male friends make things suuuper awkward sometiiimes. He's fun and funny and enjoys my sense of humor and being around me no matter how crazy I am. Be it up or down. If I'm hyper he's there to rile me up. If I'm down he's there to listen to me rant... and even after I rant there is never permanent judgement passed on the things I rant about. Say I tell him lovebug's a big meanie? And then the next day say I was just huffy and lovebug didn't do anything, even if I SWEAR he's a big meanie, Caxy just sees him as lovebug and not as whatever monster I painted of him while huffy. I, of course, give him the same when he needs it, and try to help through logical understanding (Lol logic sick ne?) as well as emotional understanding.. but I fail at emotionnnnnss! All in all we have a tons of fun together and spend nearly every day together without getting sick of each other or having any fights at all~

What I love about all them, and the others that I keep in my life and close to me now, is that they know how to be all about themselves in the ways needed to be to progress with their own lives without being harmful to others. I attract people who are harmful, and I'm learning every day not to. Thanks guys, and everyone else out there who has learned how to be all about you enough to take care of you without harming others; be it financially, emotionally, mentally, physically, or a mix of the group. Being strong is really something to look up to. Thank everyone for their strength around me as I find my own. <3

I'm really making you read for it today, hm? XP

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THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Hair::

Swirly in Darks Pack by Rosy Mood !!New @ RMK Frost Fair!!!

Clothing Stuff;

::Dress::

Cozy Knit Jumper in Blush by Katat0nik !!Now @ C88!!!

::Shoes::

Cosy Boots in Blush by Katat0nik !!Now @ C88!!!

Extras && Accessories;

::Earmuffs::

Bearmuffs in creamsicle by Noodles !!Now @ C88!!!

::Earrings & Necklace::

Let it Snow by Cae !!Now @ Bubblegum Alley!!!

::Lipstick::

Frost Lipstick 2 by C h a r y !!Now @ F R O S T!!!

Elegant 1 Hands by Slink worn with appliers by Intrepid which are a gift at F R O S T

House Stuff;

6 – Pale Winter Candy Canes by Lark !!Now @ Garden. Gacha!!!

Stuffed Stocking in Red Plaid RARE by BA !!Now @ Garden. Gacha!!!

Love Sign by Alouette !!Now @ Garden. Gacha!!!

Cute Harajuku Christmas tree by Harajuku Girls

Marmalade Christmas baking set and snacks set all items !!Now @ Holiday Sweets & Treats fair!!!

Winter Yak in Special Delivery, Brown, Cozy, and Angelic by Half Deer. !! Now @ Garden. Gacha!!!

Candy Cane Lights by CT !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Candy Jar in Grape tall, spearment sticks, strawberry sticks, and spilled sticks by LJ. !!Now @ Holiday Sweets & Treats Fair. Gacha!!!

Ready to bake Cookie Tins, Spices & Flavorings, measures, and baking pans by Second Spaces !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Wisk (set in Yak's mouth), wooden spoons, and bowl of flour by Pixel Mode !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Christmas cookies & Christmas pudding by Apple Falls !!Gacha!!!

Hot Chocolate Marshmellows, Hot Chocolate Vanilla, Hot chocolate Cream, Milk Jug, and waffle Rolls by Erratic !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Cookie Jars in blue, scale in black, and bakeware by Tes Blah !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Aphrodite Blender by Marina Ramer

Cutting Board by Black Rose

Laurel Cottage Mixing Bowl and Pastry by What Next

&& I think that's all. I had a lot to say about the goodies, but I made you read enough, hm? I'm two hours late butbut.. it still got done.. tonight? XP <3 See you all on Monday!

Arcade / Holiday Sweets & Treats Fair / Garden / C88 / RMK Frost Fair / F R O S T / Bubblegum Alley

In case you need a ride. D; <3

COMF MEEEE

So this was supposed to be yesterday's outfit, since I'm a day behind. XD I thought I made the greatest thing since Lolita, COMFLITA. Since it looks so amazing and comfortable. Talking to my Pepperpants though, I learned it's Fairy Keiish more than it's Lolitaish. BOO. I STILL LOVE IT.

I also threw out all my toys, since I've been throwing so many tantrums irl lately. I figured I should show everyone what I'm throwing at them. >:D This ADORABLE BED, that has such cute animations on it, the rocker, the moon mirror, and the holiday sign (Which blinks in a bunch of colors I'm just awesome so I caught it on the one that matched on my first try. Ok, so lucky.. not awesome. XD!) are all from this round of Bubblegum Alley. This is a two week event with cuuute things for adults and little ones alike. So get over there for your little ones, especially with it being Holiday time!! Everyone deserves a cute room full of toys to feel at home in!

I went muuch too nuts at the arcade, and ended up with these sweaters that I had NO idea what I'd do with. I wanted to do a lolita look, but I wanted to use a big comfortable sweater since they've been what I'm wearing irl a lot now. 8D Learned that I can wear it like this without calling it lolita since it's still cute. YOU KNOW MY PLANS NOW. OH NOOO~ Cutie pixel crown and candy jawnie are from Kawaii. Lovebug always calls himself the Candy King. SO I'M THE CANDY QUEENIE NOW? Maybe not, since we're not married... yet.. >:D

Shoptilyaheartsdropne? I'm scrubbing the house today. My awesome new Couch comes in on the 23^rd. I gotta get the livingroom ready. I know what you're thinking, I've been moved in 19 days what do you mean I'm not unpacked? Lovebug REALLY hurt his back moving, we've been to the doctors and all because of it. He's getting surgery soon for his rear, which we totally haven't worked out because we need a driver and everyone at work hates him. The 3^rd is going to suuuck. <....3 and they doubled my medication so I'm a hot mess tripping over myself and dropping everything. XD It's actually really fun, but keeps me from being productive at -all.- Sooo now I'm in rush mode because I found out coffee somehow fights the derpiness. HORAY COFFEE. <3333 WISH ME LUCK? Don't worry, I'll still be bugging you guys here. >:D <3

THE GOODS;

Body Stuuf;

::Hair::

Hair 138 in Mocha by Love Soul

Clothing Stuff;

::Sweater::

Snuggle Sweater in Bubblegum by Fashionably Dead !!Arcade Gacha!!!

::Blouse::

The Lolita Blouse in Sax by Violent Seduction

::Skirt::

Stripe Scallop Skirt in Cheshire by Honey Kitty

::Socks::

Dot tights in Pink and Blue by Honey Kitty

::Shoes::

Lace-up Boots in Candy by Honey Kitty

Extras && Accessories;

Hair bows included with hair. :]

::Pixel crown & Scepter::

Candy Princess Crown and Candy Cane Princess Scepter in Pink by Kawaii !!Gacha @ Holiday Sweets & Treats Fair!!!

::Neck bow::

The Lolita Blouse Unrigged Mesh Bow in Light Purple by Violent Seduction

::Necklace::

The Scouts Heart Pendent in Mercury & Silver by Olive

::Stole::

Bunny Plushie Stole in Pink by Katat0nik

::Earrings:

Milana's Mushroom Earrings in Pink By Atooly

::Ring 1::

Ring 005 Piano SP by A:B

::Ring 2::

Frostflower Ring by .:C:.

House Stuffs;

Miamai TCS Snowglobe in Black Foxy !!Now @ Arcade!!

Egg Nog Doll in Blue by Katat0nik

TOD Plushie in Cloud by Birdy !!Gacha!!!

Cuddle Bunny in Green by Buglets !!Gacha!!!

Friendship Antelope in Purple by BSD Design Studio !!Gacha!!!

Winter Yak in Angelic by Half Deer !!Now @ Garden!!!

Octo in Pink by LK !!Gacha!!!

Tea Bag Plushie in Pink by Kawaii Couture

Corgi in Bacon by Silent Sparrow !!Gacha!!!

Purrrty Kitteh in Gizmo by Yumyums !!Now @ Frost. Gacha!!!

Ox by Pink Fuel

Cute Romantic Cow (Found on MP Ages ago)

Ghost Plushie in Special Pink by Bebe Buttons

Artic Friends Snowshoe Hare Avatar in crème !!Now @ RMK Frost. Gacha!!!

Pwnie floppy in Lucca by Silent Sparrow !!Gacha!!!

Chibi Baby Bear in Pink by Razzberry !!Gacha!!!

Aeries Sheepie in Cupcake by A&A

Moomoo in a tutu by eNVee

Chibi cat in hazel by Schadenfreude

Cotton Candy Llama mini in Mint by Birdy

Sugar Plum Fairy Dalmation Avatar in Chocolate by Tama !!Now @ Holiday Sweets & Treats Fair. Gacha!!!

Joy Tree Lights sculpture blinking by Unrepentant !!Now @ Bubblegum Alley!!!

Moon Mirror in Ash by Ampersand Photography !!Now @ Bubblegum Alley!!!

Snowflake Canopy Bed by Noble !!Now @ Bubblegum Alley!!!

Yuletide Rocking Chair by Unrepentant !!Now @ Bubblegum Alley!!!

I think that's all. O3o <3

What can I say?

Hay loveloves~~~

I have some more goodies today from the Bubblegum Alley Event and the Holiday Sweets and treats fair, as well as 25 for 25 hunt and arcaaadeee!!

The Bubblegum Alley event ends on the 12^th, so this is the last day to run and grab the goodies you want from there! Give it a looki! My cutie ear muffs and adorable and warm looking shoes are both from there this round!

Name of my post and pictures is simply a song that was playing as I was editing pictures. I love Carrie Underwood so I was listening to herr. <33 It kinda works though, ne? What can I say about these goodies? The cuteness speaks for itself!

I'm gonna be quick so you all have time to go!

The Goods;

Body Stuffs;

::Hair::

Buttons 2 with Blunt Bangs in HUDs 01 by Chemistry

::Teeth::

Braces teeth in Color by Shine

::Clothing Stuffs::

::Jacket::

Structured Blaxer in Nude by The Secret Store

::Bodysuit::

Cable knit Bodysuit in Honeysuckle by The Secret Store

::Top::

Vinatage Candy Bandeau in Sweets by Kathaarian !!Holiday Sweets & Treats Fair!!!

::Jeans::

Light Blue Acid Wash Jeans by Tartcake

::Shoes::

Nordic Boots in Cheetah Purple by Glitter Outfitters !!Bubblegum Alley item!!!

Extras && Accessories;

::Antlers::

Pastem Reindeer Antlers in Blue by Kawaii !!25 for 25 Hunt!!!

::Earmuffs::

Lil' Muffs – Bug-a-boo in Bubblegum by DemDoe !!Bubbglegum Alley!!!

::Necklace::

Truth Own in Soft Pink by MG !!Gacha @ Arcade!!!

::Fur::

Foxy Neck Snuggler in Sugar by Birdy !!Gacha @ Arcade!!!

::Bracelet & Ring::

The Soucts Tiara Bracelet & Ring in Mini Moon Gem/Copper by Olive

::Ring::

Luna Ring 01 by Shakeup !!Gacha @ Arcade!!!

::Lips::

Dolly Dolly Lip Gloss in Fine China Kool-Aid by Pink Acid !!@ Perfect Wardrobe!!!

Hands are Elegant 1 by Slink and appliers are by Flair.

Have fun loves!