Dewdrop Strolls

How was your holiday? I know that jewmas (Said lovingly I honestly can't remember how to spell it and I'm technically Jewish myself) and Christmas are already over, I'm hoping that all the others are as well so everyone can just bask in the holiday love without holiday craze! <3 Genre's Regency round has me really inspired, so I have some new things from that to show you today along with a few things I've had but hadn't had a chance to show you yet! These gorgeous roses and beautiful fence, as well as the pose and accompanying book are all pick ups from Genre! This round is GORGEOUS and is only around until the 10thish..

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Airashi in Latte by Pink Acid

::Hair::

Freek Mesh Hair & Buns in Browns by Beausy

::Mouth::

Brandee by .Loud Mouth.

::Teeth::

Impalers by Loud Mouth !!Coming Soon!!!

::Eyes::

Elven Eyes in Green by Angelica

::Body::

Lara by Maitreya

::Nails::

Mood Nails by Adored

::Hands & Feet::

Elegant & Elegant 1 hands by Slink & High Feet by Slink

Clothing Stuffs;

::Dress::

Louisa in Orchid by Los Encantada !!New @ Genre!!!

::Shoes::

Heavenly Heels in Mocha by Epic !!New @ Frost!!!

Extras && Accessories;

::Necklace::

Marguerite Necklace by Atomic Faery !!New @ Genre!!!

::Headband::

Queen Hairbow by Pheonix !!Hairfair2015gift!!!

::Make-up::

Sheer Gloss in Blush by Alsaskametro !!New @ Anybody!!!

::Hair Flowers::

No Dandelion Hair add-on by No.Match !!Hairfair2015gift!!!

::Book & Pose::

Emma 3 by Rook !!New @ Genre!!!

Decor;

::Oddfish::

Rose Arch & Rose Bushes !!New @ Genre!!!

::Nantra::

White Gate from Lizzie Pose Set !!New @ Genre!!

::Zombie Suicide::

Skull Wall Decals in Green & Grey Light

!!Group Gift for two weeks, then available for purchase!!!

Christmas Treats~

Merry Christmass! So picture was inspired by those silly pictures people want to make people take of the presents they got after opening them. They're cute, I just don't get them... maybe because I hate picture irl. XD Anyway I liked this outfit for today because I look and am covered in delicousness! Made me think of all those warm delicious Christmas treats I love so much! This jacket and these Uggs by Epic are something I'd totally rock IRL, and this accessory set by Pink Acid @ Gacha Mania is tooo cute for words. ;~; <33 Speaking of treats! Pink Acid's FOX CLUTCH is sooo friggin' adorable and well made. Lovebug loves foxes, so I fell in love immediately. As if I were being given a treat for thinking of by 'buggers, The Mesh Project Released their MALE mesh bodies and heads today~

I, of course, wanted one for him immediately. * o* They're so smooth... so... * p*

Ahem, anyway. Being the spoiled and loved woman that I am, he signed right on to get it when he woke up. I squeed myself around in circles as we started setting it up. I don't know much about male bodies to know complaints or what not, but I think this thing is gorg.

Only issue we had was the fact that The Shops skins don't give you appliers even though they say they're workable with the head. This is because you have to click the apply to mesh button in the store to get the skin on your face. It never goes in to style mode though, so any time he replaces it with a demo or whatever we have to go back to the store to reapply it? Not really sure if that's how the female ones were but we'll be waiting to see what males ones come out to replace it asap if that's really the case because... too much work. Lmao. I end up unstyling my head all the time to put different things on. :x Would suck if he ran in to the same need and had to return to the store every time. That's all I know for now, enjoy Christmas with yer loves ones like I am! :'D

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Airashi in latte by Pink Acid

Yvis in tone 10 by The Shops (On Lovebug!)

::Hair::

Meep in Browns by Ploom

Reading in HUDS 01 by Magika

Take It Easy in Black by Exile (On Lovebug!)

::Eyes::

Lillian Eyes in Siren by Buzzeri

Lillian Eyes in Hazel by Buzzeri

Wrath Eyes in Brown by Candy Mountain (On Lovebug!)

::Head::

Babydoll in Deluxe by The Shops

Soft in Deluxe by The Shops

::Body::

Deluxe MALE and FEMALE bodies worn (Male, obviously, on Lovebug!) by The Mesh Project !!Male is NEW RELEASE!!!

Slink hands worn in outfit picture (On me!)

Clothing Stuffs;

::Top::

Ice Cream Ski Vest & Hoodie by Epic !!Available @ FROST!!!

::Pants::

Rise Skinny Jeans in Chocolate by The Secret Store

::Shoes::

Ice Cream Ugg Boots by Epic !!!Available @ FROST!!!!

::Pajama Pants::

Jammy Pants in Cole by Apple May Designs

::Nightie Set::

Negligee in Blush by Junbug !!Available @ Kustom 9!!!

Extras && Accessories;

::Christmas Cookie Accessory Set::

Hairbow, earrings, necklace, latte cup, and ring are all apart of the Gacha set by Pink Acid. !!Available @ The Gacha Mania!!!

::Ears::

Uni ears in Animale & Animale Long by De La Soul !!Available @ We <3 RP!!!

::Mouthie::

Cake pop in COW RARE by ClaMberry !!!Gacha @ Gacha Mania!!!

::Clutch::

Winter Foxes Clutch in Faux Leather Brown by Pink Acid !!Available @ L'cessories!!!

::Horns::

Sweet Fawn in Earth (Group Gift) by Amai

::Tail::

Yummy Risu Tail in Chocolate by Cubic Cherry Kre-Ations

::Bow set with Lingeries::

Dollhouse in Sugar by Boom

::Glasses::

Custom Eyewear SCT by [Gos]

Nini!

Christmas Relaxation

Christmas is quickly coming, and there are SO many cute things being made I can hardly contain myself!!! Ploom is doing her 12 days of Christmas which I always love. I'm sporting her wreath which is a prop for a pose, but I stuck Silent Sparrow's adorable little trees in it. They are FLF items, and are no copy/trans so you can gift them to friends! What a better gift, hm? Comes with four different kinds so one purchase can gift a few people if you want! My candy cane prop is also from Ploom's 12 days of christmas. This -amazing- outfit I have on is a collab by Blueberry and Geek. ;~; I love it so much! There's a Reindeer one too, which I will show you next week because I can't help myself they're too cute! I'm rambling!

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Airashi in Latte by Pink Acid

::Hair::

Shelby in Chocolate by LCKY !!New @ Frost!!!

::Eyes::

Snowfall in Hazel by The Sugar Garden

::Lashes::

S02 Kirei lashes by FTL

::Body::

Physique by Slink

::Hands::

Elegant R and Gesture L by Slink

Nail Appliers by Flair (Set 31)

Clothing Stuffs;

::Outfit::

Santa Girl by Blueberry & Cloud 9 (And Geek)

!!Comes with arm warmers & Hat!!!!

::Shoes::

Vert Boot in Strawberry by Geek !!New @ FROST!!!

Extras && Accessories;

::Ears::

Uni Ears in Troll by Soul !!New @ We <3 RP!!!

::Necklaces::

Gamer Girl Necklace in Black by The Sugar Garden !!Group Gift!!!

&

Gloves Necklace in RARE 01 by VCO !!Gacha!!!

&

Hai Choker in White by {L} !!Gacha!!!

!!!Forgive me for this one guys, I can't find their store at all anymore. ;~; If you can IM me and lemmie know where! <3!!!

::Earrings::

Nyam Earring in Cream & White by Cerberus Crossing

::Mouthie::

Mouth Lights by CiC

::Decor::

Ornament IV by Ploom !!New for 12 Days of Christmas!!!

Jolly by Ploom !!New for 12 Days of Christmas!!!!

Owl Mug by Schadenfreude !!New @ Collabor 88!!!

Twinkling Lights Log in Driftwood by Keke !!New @ Kustom 9!!!

Christmas Trees Bruce & Jenny by Silent Sparrow !!New for FLF!!!

NO I DUN WANNA!

Getting jobs you don't want to do is pretty much like.. the worst thing ever. A lot better when you're being paid to do the work, but pretty much still sucky. Cleaning the house is one of those. I enjoy cleaning and all but ugh when I dun feel well things just start piling up and then I don't wanna clean at all~

I have the same problem in second life, except minus feeling well and plus GACHAS.

December ends, arcade endss. BOOHOOBOOHOOOO! I still haven't finished cleaning my inventory from it, but I started! In doing so, I found out that I MADE A HUGE MESS!

XDD A lot of the items shown are prizes from the arcade. All furniture in the room (Bed, dresser, mirror, cabinet, wall laps, ect.) are from Olive and are one of the machines at the Arcade. I wanted the bed SO BAD and ended up playing a bunch just to get it. I DIIID! I didn't get the whole set, but I put out everything I did get to show you! It's a wonderful bedroom, in my opinion. SO. PRETTY. Not everything shown is from the arcade, and I'm not feeling well so I'm not going to be listing the items individually. I can say that the crown on the mirror is the arcade, the fox plush over the mirror is the arcade, the animal clutches on the vanity are from the arcade, the puppy glasses, heart purse, and the cuddle water bottles are all from the arcade... and the food gun on the dresser is from the arcade. Have specific questions on what something is and where it's from? Shoot me an in worlder! Chobii Resident. Hopefully I'll be feeling better soon. X3

I found some of this while cleaning my inventory too! This top is something I've worn when I made idly gonna clean the house looks and would idle cleaning a kitchen or something. It's super cute, I love it! Pink socks and leggings are at the FROST fair. Leggings from Chus! And socks from Reign. Socks are toeless and come for flat, med, and high feet! Chus tights are on a tattoo layer~ HAIR is also from the arcade and COMES with the adorable hair clips! Snow Baby is a collab between Birdy and Alchmey. I about D I E D when I saw it. Seriously. It was an ordeal! Lovebug had to open chests for an hour just to phoenix down me! Following a sign I saw at the Birdy main store I found my adorable little baby dragon. I got the ICE elemental because ice is my favorite and the most beautiful in my opinion~ This baby comes in all elements and the snow baby has not only a cuddle version but an avatar version too. YOU CAN BE A SNOW BABY! Also at we<3rp (which is where the baby dragon is!) are some Christmas gifts! I got this tattoo that says, “There is no fate but what we make” on it from there. I really like it because it's what I believe in a lot. I know randomness can happen and all but I feel that our actions always cause things to happen even if it's way down the line and SEEMS random. Why I never do anything without thinking about it a lot first. Or freaking if I feel I'm being forced into something. XD! ALSO ON ME ARE THE NEW FANTASY ELF EARS BY MANDALA. I'm supwer excited about these in case you can't tell! XD

Miss the arcade goodies? Never fear! The 1st starts OH MY GACHA's next round!!! Lots more machines to steal your money and give you goodies..

..and a lot more for me to clean.. @__@!

Enough rambling, hmhmhm?

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Hair::

Cho Hair (IT'S FOR ME!) in Dark Brown by Tableau Vivant !!Arcade Gacha!!!

(Comes with all hair clippies!)

::Ears::

Fantasy Elf Ears in Short by Mandala

(Comes with all earrings & dust!)

Clothing Stuffs;

::Tank 1::

I love me tank by SS

::Tank 2::

Lollia tank top in Pink Buds by Mon Tissu

::Skirt::

Leveled skirt by Helm

::Leggings::

Constellation Tights by Chus!

::Socks::

Cozies for Flat Feet in Pink by Reign

::Slippers::

My Piggy Slippers in Aqua by Blah

Extras && Accessories;

::Face Stickers::

Make up set 3: Rhine Stone Hearts Teal by The Sugar Garden !!Group Gift!!!

::Lip gloss 1::

Shimmer Lip Gloss in Peach by Pink Acid

::Lip Gloss 2::

Lip Gloss Highlights 3D by Izzie's

::Neck tattoo::

There is no face in colored stars by HS !!Gift @ We<3RP!!!

::Necklace & Ring::

Rock Candy Neclace & Ring by SBJ

::Bracelets::

Twinkle Twinkle 1, 2, and 11 Bracialet by Cubic Cherry Kre-ations !!Gacha!!!

::Ring 2::

Ring of Unity in Silver/cyan by O.M.E.N

::Necklace 2::

Dino Necklace in Pink by Goth1c0 !!Gacha!!!

::Necklace 3::

Necklace Shake in Strawberry by Love Soul !!Gacha!!!

::Buddy 1::

Baby Dragon in Ice by Alchemy

::Buddy 2::

Abominable Snow Baby in Mint by Alchemy

Slink flat feet worn and Elegant hands 1

Appliers on Nails are a new release by Witches & Rats at SL Fashion Week.

Enjoy your night loves. I'ma learn to play magic! O:

And aaahhh... someone wanna.. clean my room/inventory? XD! <3

Blue Blood Nerea and YOU have stolen my heart!!!

Aww you guys shouldn't have!

No really! I wasn't expecting a present back! I mean, I know it's the holidays and all butbut... ;A; We hardly know each other! My blog is a baby blog, and I am very thankful

 for every sponsor that wants to give me a chance as well as each and every person who enjoys the looks I put together and reads through the ramblings of my life.

So to log in and see that I've reached 5,000 views was -really- touching. Thank each and every one of you. MUAH MUAH MUAH!

To celebrate I saved my favorite look for the week for last and now not only did I save the best for last just to leave you a bunch to shop for but I'm totally dressed for the occasion. So where are we meeting for my 5k views party? This is a new dress from Blue Blood called Nerea. I have to say, although this is on a template and I am not a fan of those, her texturing is SO amazing. The Shades and shadows and ruffles in the textures alone make it look like a whole new dress, and it's beautiful. Party girl (lolIwish) went with pink, but it comes in other colors! Some totally geared towards the Gothy crowd. This dress is a template that is shaped to be a lolita dress (EEE<3) so with the addition of a blouse you can have an amazing gothic lolita coord really easily. I added a Violent Seduction blouse, because those are currently and might always be my favorites. The color goes perfectly with it, too. HNNGGG. <3

Picture

With me is the closest I could get to an awesome set of the Katat0nik bits at the Arcade. I really love these, however I couldn't get a whole three! Luckily for me I got two of this hair bow because I am in love with pigtaaails. Hair is a semi recent release from Exile called Stray Wishes which I think is perfect for this because I have many stray wishes that this blog is helping me accomplish, and it wouldn't be any where near coming true without all of you. <3 I have a little friend with me, as usual. This booboo talks to me when no one's around in world! It's The Foxy Bot by Geek and is an exclusive at Frost so go get it before it's goone! Arcade only has a week left loveloves! Have an awesome shopping filled weekend while I clean my house! <3333

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Hair::

Stray Wishes in Dark Browns by Exile

Clothing Stuffs;

::Dress::

Nerea in Pink by Blue Blood !!New @ Blue Blood!!!

::Blouse::

The Lolita Blouse in Dark Pink by Violent Seduction

::Stockings::

Garter Socks in Black by Anymore Store

::Shoes::

Posey Heels in Nude by Boom

(Med Slink Feet ONLY)

Extras && Accessories;

::Hair Bows & Stick::

Carousel Hair Bow and Candy Stick in Black Sugar by Katat0nik !!Arcade Gacha!!!

::Lipstick::

Winter Lipsticks in Pink by Pekka !!Now @ Frost!!!

::Earrings::

Rhinestone Drop Earrings in Black by Glow Studio !!Arcade Gacha!!!

::Necklace::

HP Lovecraft Necklace by Cubic Cherry Kre-ations

::Neck Bow::

Unrigged Mesh Bow from The Lolita Blouse in Cream by Violent Seduction

::Ring 1::

Mesh Star Ring in 05 by Witches & Rats !!Gacha!!!

::Ring 2::

Mesh Passion Ring 2 by Pheobe

::Bracelets::

Darkness Girl by Just You Jewels

::Bag::

Heart Purse 5^th Anniversary Beige by Adore and Abhor

::Buddy!::

The Foxy Bot in Pink by Geek

I thinks that's all! See you next week! <33

Coab 18, I'M LATE AGAIN! XD

Instead of just giving you a coab, I decided to throw a few extra things into this one as a christmas present! Of course, you're getting your coab as well which is made from things at FROST and the Inspiration Point Hunt! (Which is totally fun to do!)

Everything, and I mean everything on this look is either FREE or 1L. Skin, hair, eyes. EVERYTHING. This skin is a gift at Frost by Shock called Megan. It's darker than my usual skins, but hay when can a free skin be bad, hm? It comes with hands, feet, and boob appliers!!! Eyes are awesome and swirly when you get up close. They're also a Frosty gift by Adoness. Hair is from LaViere and is FREE at the Inspiration Point hunt!!! Only comes in this amazing caramel color but it totally worth adding to anyone's hair collecting. It's both simplistic and cute, but can be used for looks anywhere from casual to formal. Love it!

Along with the COAB I'm showing you off Sora by Pink Fuel. It's a skin she's working on that she's released in the peach tone in a flush version for winter. This gorgrous skin has all the awesome highlights and details that all of her skins have an is available in her main store for only 75L. That's cheap for a skin, and it is -beautiful- so get on over there! I'm so excited to see the full release of this. I saw on Flickr somewhere that people were trashy talkin' the PF skins saying they all looked alike and I have to say after putting on Sora I couldn't disagree more. I haven't changed my shape AT ALL and the difference in it due to the skin had me in awe. Clearly it's not going to look too much like a completely different person, as I'm the one who made the shape and it hasn't changed from my normal shape but hng. I love seeing the updates from Elly to now. Especially in the lips. * o * This is without any lip gloss or extra make up on either skin! The Ploom hair here shown with the skin and the rest of the pictures is one of their 12 days of Christmas hair styles. Each is on sale for 100L for naturals and 125 for fun colors. Go shopping before the month is over because there are amazing goodies out there!!!

As if that's not enough awesomeness for you, I've compiled pictures of all the gifts from the Inspiration Point Hunt (That I haven't already used in blog posts because I used some earlier this week in my Royal Love post and some in this coab) for you all to oogle over. The hunt runs until the 31^st so you still have some time to get in and have a blast! They give you a map with each present marked on it, so it's not only fun but a lot easier than just being dropped somewhere with no hints!.. or even with hints, because sometimes they can be soo misleading! XDD

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Megan Winter Skin with Brown Brows by Shock !!Gift @ FROST!!!

::Eyes::

Swirls in My Eyes in Emerald by Adoness!!Gift @ FROST!!!

::Hair::

Ella in Soft Caramel by LaViere !!Inspiration Point Hunt!!!

Clothing Stuffs;

::Top::

Mesh Silk Top in Golden by House Of Fox !!Inspiration Point Hunt!!!

::Undershirt::

Basic Shirt Melinda in Just Dark by Rhara

::Jeans::

Rise Skinny Jeans in Chocolate by The Secret Store !!Inspiration Point Hunt!!!

::Shoes::

Louisiana Wester Boots in Black by PiCHi !!Gift @ FROST!!!

Extras && Accessories;

::Earrings & Necklace 1::

Portland Daisy set by Citrus !!Gift @ FROST!!!

::Necklace 2::

Christmas Wish Necklace by CoLL !!Gift @ FROST!!!

::Scarf::

Rainbow Pompom Scarf by Tee*fy !!Inspiration Point Hunt!!!

::Bracelets::

Giraffe Bangle by TS

Nails are from Intrepid in a gift @ Frost

And there, my loves, is your coab! See ya tomorrow for an awesome look I'm totally excited about!!!

Holiday fun of past.. present... and... future.. maybe?

JINGLE BELLS, JINGLE BELLS, JINGLE ALL THE BELLS.

That's how that goes, right? ANYWAY My little fluffball friend Holly here and I have come to spread some holiday magic to all of you. … or sprinkle you with crack, haven't figured out what's in this bag yet.

Most of my memorable Christmases have been in my adulthood since my childhood was crap. I have like two good memories of Christmas as a kid and one involved getting a bed after being homeless and sleeping on floors and in cars for two years and the other involved FINAL FANTASY 10 PART 2 WHEN IT CAME OUT. Most I remember from that is whining because they made me wait until Christmas even though it came out way before that. WAH. This year I got a couch, the best company a girl could ask for, and lovebug preordered final fantasy 13-3 for me because they finally announced the collector's edition. I've been holding off on preorder because I KNEW they were going to do this!!!!

ON TO OUTFIT GOODS, HM? I've loved the antlers since I saw them! I titled the post how I did because the main components of the outfit are group gifts. One is from Katat0nik from last year, and another is from Honey Kitty from before but it's still out and available. I'm not sure if Kat's is or not, haven't looked around her store lately since I bought it out sometime ago and just go to check on the new things now. XD These awesome leg warmers are from G Field who just put out their group gift that I, sadly, still haven't checked on. :x Shoes are from Blah and are for the Slink HIGH feet only. I really like the simple and alluring look to them. A special blue color of them can be found exclusively at FROST which is where these bad boys are also displayed. Face make-up if a gift from CHUS! At FROST as well. Since I'm not very able to give you all gifts aside from my weekly coabs and awesome outfits to look at, I took my picture near one of the gift trees at FROST!!! FROSTFROSTFROST I know, I know, but with the goodies ending soon you really should get around loves!

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Hair::

Alhea in Light Browns by Truth

::Teeths::

Human Teeth/Sexy by Shine

Clothing Stuffs;

::Dress::

Snow Doll Outfit in Red by Katat0nik !!Group Gift!!!

::Skirt::

Dot Skirt in Red by Honey Kitty !!Freebie!!!

::Stockings::

Garter Socks in Black by Anymore Store

::Shoes::

My Charming Pumps in Red by Blah

Extras && Accessories;

::Antlers::

Antmers in Christmas Snow by TBF

::Hair Bow::

Carousel Hair Bow in Rose Red Unicorn by Katat0nik !!Arcade Gacha!!!

::Make-up::

Rudolf by Chus !!FROST GIFT!!!

&

Windburn Full Face no shadow faded by Chary !!Now @ Frost!!!

::Earrings::

Star Christmas Earrings in Green {R} and Red {L} by FG

::Necklace 1::

Star Christmas Necklace in Green by FG

::Necklace 2, bracelets, and ring::

Holiday Set 2012 Necklace, bracelets, and ring by CPD

::Backpack::

Christmas Helper Backpack Lights from Sexy Elf by Crazy Kitty

::Leg Warmers::

Leg Warmers for Heels in Off White by G Field

::Chobii's Helper::

Purrty Kitteh Holly by YumYums !!Arcade @ Frost!!!

Happy Holidays!

Talkin' Fancy!

KANPAAAIIII!

It's finally that magical night so many of you have been waiting for, ne? When Santa creeps into your house while you're alseep and sprinkles goodies all over the place, eats your food and disappears without saying anything? Sounds more like any friend I've had in Philly. Except goodies would be things they'd forget and I'd need to clean up. XD I'm not usually ever a huge Christmas person. I much much much prefer birthdays. I feel more special on a birthday, so maybe that's why. I've put together a fancy little number for yous today for anyone wanting to look super suave at a Christmas party. This dress is from the Holiday Sweets & Treats Fair, and I love the flair to the dress as well as the orchid I'm hiding with my foxy friend. I took a picture for you guys though! O:

These shoes are to diiie for. I wanted to do an awesome Christmas look for everyone but I spent way too much L this month and didn't wanna get more. XDD I grabbed these in three colors (One for my christmas look and two because HNG) and I looved the white with this outfit. I just imagine the amazing jingle sound I'd get every time I... omg I wonder if they jingle I have no sound on. CAN SOMEONE TELL ME? Either way these can be found at F R O S T. Don't forget to stop BUY (LOL) for all the awesome pressies as well! Remember they work with the MID Slink feet only!!!

I'll stop with the Holiday Sweets and treats fair soon, maybe, but seriously there's a bunch of cute things there so give it a good look!

The Goods;

Body Stuffs;

::Hair::

Fernanda in Brown by Truth !!Group Gift!!!

Clothing Stuffs;

::Dress::

Retro Christmas Orchid Halter Dress by BBSA !!Now @ Holiday Sweets & Treats Fair!!!

::Shoes::

Jingle Heels in White by The Sugar Garden !!Now @ Frost!!!

Extras && Accessories;

::Crown::

Storybook Royalty: Crown of Spades by Schadenfreude !!Arcade Gacha!!!

::Fuzzbutts::

Foxy Neck Snuggler in Storm Ombre by Birdy !!Arcade Gacha!!!

(By the way they have ADORABLE baby snow monsters out. Hng! <3)

::Earrings, necklace, and ring 1::

Anua by Kosh !!Now @ Frost!!!

::Ring 2::

Mr. Yin Ring by Kosh !!Frost Exclusive!!!

::Choker::

Antique Choker in Red by Theater Chain !!Gacha!!!

::Necklace 2::

Pearly Heart Necklace Special Edition by Fappy Gear !!Gift @ Frost!!!

Simplicity!

Anyway update on me? Meds kill kicking my bumbum can't ever tell what kind of a day I'm going to have. Just woke up from a nap that was necessary! Gonna try to shower without dying and get back in bed. YAAAY CHRISTMAS EVE LOL. Enjoy your night loves!

Lots of talking && love for friends and more~

I've really taken light to this whole... generalizing thing that I do lately due to some incidents in my life. I say everyone as a whole is bad, due to some bad individuals I allowed to invade my space. Luckily I have an amazing lovebug and great friends here to back me up and not only remind me when I'm doing things that are negative and not progressive to my mental health and wellbeing, but to show me that the believe that I don't hate everyone, I just hate certain individuals can still ring true. Tonight I'm showing off a dress by Katat0nik which makes me super happy just by looking at it. It's not lolita, but it's comfortable and modest still... with a sense of innocence and adorableness that I don't believe could have been captured better. I feel like what's shown in this dress is part of what I love about the friends I remain closest with.

I've had some bad run ins with everyone I've known, and while things come to be not how I expect or want sometimes, lovebug has taught me to accept things as they are. The people I keep around are the ones I can tell my feelings to and have them do the same. Accept them as they are and not try to fight for who is and isn't right. In the end, right doesn't matter when it comes to people's thoughts and feelings. If something is there it's because something else brought it to life. These people can take and understand that and give more thought to whether or not they feel they, or I, need to apologize without jeapordizing the entire friendship and repeatedly defending themselves through snide comments until a fight breaks out. I've had a LOT of the other kind of people in my life living in Philadelphia most of my life where it's common to use the idea of 'brotherly love' and stab your brother in the back if it can get you somewhere in life.

It was so common that I not only accepted and welcomed these kinds of people in to my life but sought them out as they were who I was comfortable with. Since April I have moved away from there and have been learning a lot about myself and what I do and don't like that people do. I'm what my therapist likes to call logic sick, so she's spent some time with me working on just liking or disliking things. Not, “I don't like this because blahblah logic how it is terrible and awful and against common sense and shouldn't exist at all” Just, “I don't like it because it makes me feel bad” feelings are another thing I'm very not used to... which is why I try to encapture things that make me feel good on my blog just because they.. make me feel good. With no reasons other than that.

This scene is one of those. I've always loved the idea of baking holiday cookies and getting down and dirty and covered in flour and having a blast and laughing in a small homey kitchen with close friends or family. It's never been something I could live. Closest was when I'd bake cookies with my aunt sometimes in the year or two I lived with her. Happiest years of my life, even still, because I was normal for once. In FL away from the bad influence of Philly. Working and making friends and following the things I loved heavily. LIKE COWS. Why I filled it with Half Deer's Yaks. <3

These details are another. People can slap textures on to premade mesh dresses all day and while some may do a damn good job of it, nothing can take my breath away more than seeing the hard work put into not only completely meshing a dress but also creating a texture just for it. One that has the perfect look of a knitted sweater with to die for little polar bears in them. Hng. <3 I may like a lot of work from a lot of designers, but in the lolita world there is no one I respect more than Pepper and Kat because their stuff is all original mesh and textures. (Some people even take textures off the internet. :/ You people should seriously do some research and see what you're paying for!)

People like my Aubsie, who I got a little pouty and standoffish about after her visit because I felt she was ashamed of me only to realize it was her own discomfort of having met someone from the internet irl (something I do often) that left the impressions I took as something else. Came back as just who they were before they left even despite me becoming standoffish until our friendship was where it was because of all things, her strongest point is understanding unbiasedly. Which is funny because she's spoiled rotten, so being able to see things from my poor and horrid part of life is rare.

People like my Lilis who is the sunshine on my raniest day and comes through with life and world experience as well as logic and inside understanding from a pshycological standpoint because we've gone through and react to things in similar ways. Doesn't matter how down I am, a few minutes of her skittering across my screen in her cute Aos and talking me through things can help turn my frown upside down. She's as beautiful inwardly and outwardly irl as she is on SL and I am super lucky to have her brought in to my life randomly by a lolita not lolita fair that I was hating on. We give as much as we take from each other, and it's something I love more than anything else. Never are we left playing tug-o-war and trying to get more rope or more of the friendship on one side than the other. If we need a day to pout and throw toys, we have it. If we need support, we have it. I fluffs my Lilis. <3

Peoples like my Caxy who despite not having a lot of time makes me feel like the time he spends with me is one of the best parts of his day. Someone who never once hit on me (Thankfully but he is gay so maybe it's because I lack the peen? XD) or tried to get weird or sexual on SL even though he's a male and that's super rare. Most of my other male friends make things suuuper awkward sometiiimes. He's fun and funny and enjoys my sense of humor and being around me no matter how crazy I am. Be it up or down. If I'm hyper he's there to rile me up. If I'm down he's there to listen to me rant... and even after I rant there is never permanent judgement passed on the things I rant about. Say I tell him lovebug's a big meanie? And then the next day say I was just huffy and lovebug didn't do anything, even if I SWEAR he's a big meanie, Caxy just sees him as lovebug and not as whatever monster I painted of him while huffy. I, of course, give him the same when he needs it, and try to help through logical understanding (Lol logic sick ne?) as well as emotional understanding.. but I fail at emotionnnnnss! All in all we have a tons of fun together and spend nearly every day together without getting sick of each other or having any fights at all~

What I love about all them, and the others that I keep in my life and close to me now, is that they know how to be all about themselves in the ways needed to be to progress with their own lives without being harmful to others. I attract people who are harmful, and I'm learning every day not to. Thanks guys, and everyone else out there who has learned how to be all about you enough to take care of you without harming others; be it financially, emotionally, mentally, physically, or a mix of the group. Being strong is really something to look up to. Thank everyone for their strength around me as I find my own. <3

I'm really making you read for it today, hm? XP

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THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Hair::

Swirly in Darks Pack by Rosy Mood !!New @ RMK Frost Fair!!!

Clothing Stuff;

::Dress::

Cozy Knit Jumper in Blush by Katat0nik !!Now @ C88!!!

::Shoes::

Cosy Boots in Blush by Katat0nik !!Now @ C88!!!

Extras && Accessories;

::Earmuffs::

Bearmuffs in creamsicle by Noodles !!Now @ C88!!!

::Earrings & Necklace::

Let it Snow by Cae !!Now @ Bubblegum Alley!!!

::Lipstick::

Frost Lipstick 2 by C h a r y !!Now @ F R O S T!!!

Elegant 1 Hands by Slink worn with appliers by Intrepid which are a gift at F R O S T

House Stuff;

6 – Pale Winter Candy Canes by Lark !!Now @ Garden. Gacha!!!

Stuffed Stocking in Red Plaid RARE by BA !!Now @ Garden. Gacha!!!

Love Sign by Alouette !!Now @ Garden. Gacha!!!

Cute Harajuku Christmas tree by Harajuku Girls

Marmalade Christmas baking set and snacks set all items !!Now @ Holiday Sweets & Treats fair!!!

Winter Yak in Special Delivery, Brown, Cozy, and Angelic by Half Deer. !! Now @ Garden. Gacha!!!

Candy Cane Lights by CT !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Candy Jar in Grape tall, spearment sticks, strawberry sticks, and spilled sticks by LJ. !!Now @ Holiday Sweets & Treats Fair. Gacha!!!

Ready to bake Cookie Tins, Spices & Flavorings, measures, and baking pans by Second Spaces !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Wisk (set in Yak's mouth), wooden spoons, and bowl of flour by Pixel Mode !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Christmas cookies & Christmas pudding by Apple Falls !!Gacha!!!

Hot Chocolate Marshmellows, Hot Chocolate Vanilla, Hot chocolate Cream, Milk Jug, and waffle Rolls by Erratic !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Cookie Jars in blue, scale in black, and bakeware by Tes Blah !!Now @ Arcade. Gacha!!!

Aphrodite Blender by Marina Ramer

Cutting Board by Black Rose

Laurel Cottage Mixing Bowl and Pastry by What Next

&& I think that's all. I had a lot to say about the goodies, but I made you read enough, hm? I'm two hours late butbut.. it still got done.. tonight? XP <3 See you all on Monday!

Arcade / Holiday Sweets & Treats Fair / Garden / C88 / RMK Frost Fair / F R O S T / Bubblegum Alley

In case you need a ride. D; <3