Jukai

 “If anyone should try and find me, know I'm where I wanna be.

Don't come searching, please.”

The last stop on this Trip tour I'm taking you guys on in essence with miss Jhene Aiko is Jukai, the sea of trees. It's a place in Japan along Mt. Fuji where the foest becomes so dense and porous lava absorbs sound. It has a historical reputation of being home to ghosts of the dead, and has become a prime and popular suicide spot enough so in years that they post warning signs. From what I read up, people contemplating suicide go there to decide if they want to stay or go.

I feel like I've been stuck in the sea of trees for as long as I can remember. I made myself a little Jukai at home in SL and wore black and red with tears for a while to mourn over the loss of myself once things went nutty at my home. Now I'm trying to find my way out, and I'm very glad Jhene Aiko has inspired my trip to healing. Her Movie, Album, and Poetry book really are a map, to all the places in your mind you never knew, holding fears and torment unbeknownst to you.

Let's all learn to sail our souls in 2018, ne? Everyone keeps posting about wanting positivity, and I think it's really great. Remember though, good and bad come together and we need to accept both for a fully lived life.

Don't get lost in your sea of trees.

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Kyoko in Mix Type by DeeTalez

::Eyes::

Sari eyes in Green and Purple by Song

::Body::

Lara by Maitreya inc. hands & feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

Hair by DP Yumyums

::Ears::

Shiny Ears by Swallow

::Bits::

Neko'Neko by Aii the Ugly and the Beautiful

Clothing Stuffs;

::Dress::

My Story Gacha in 10 by Amitomo !!Gacha!!

Extras && Accessories;

::Nails::

Antoinette Nails in Rockabilly by Moon Amore

::Pose & Knife::

Cute but Psycho post set with prop by Fox City.

::Eyelashes::

Starry Lashes by Lovely Alien !!Has a catwa updated version!!

::Piercing::

Rose Moon Piercing by Konpietou

::Tears::

Princess Tears by Axix

::Necklace::

Princess pearls by Stockholm and Lima

::Ring::

Forever Love Ring in Silver (Heart version!) by Infinity

Overstimulated

As mentioned many, many, many times in the past; I am a Spoonie! Suffering from multiple mental and physical illnesses that like to tag team me from time to time, and a chemical sensitivity from one put me out of commission far more often than I'd like. Because of this I'm very easily overwhelmed and I effortlessly take on more than I can handle because I never know what I CAN handle. I'm often overstimulated and in need of running away because of this. Today's picture's theme and song is “Overstimulated” because when I realize just how much all the illnesses have beaten and bound me I realize I'll never be able to live a life as normally as I'd like to because the simple overstimulates me. I feel I am, in essence, always overstimulated and being pulled along by things I can't win against.

A lot of the goodies I have on are old and like from an arcade ago and what not, I know it's not the best but these pictures were taken when things were relevent and I just had too much going on. Thanks to Dolls for getting everything posted on time since she had the ability to!! Sorry that I always bring you guys stuff late but here's some cuteness! <3

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Jacqueline in Biscuit by Pink Fuel

::Eyes::

Hanyou eyes in Lilac and Hazel by Buzzeri

::Body::

Lara by Maitreya inc. hands & feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

Maya by Pheonix

::Ears::

Stretched Ears by Mandala

Clothing Stuffs;

::Lingerie::

Lulu Lingerie set in Black/White by Cubic Cherry Kre-Ations !!Gacha!!! !!Rare Top!!!

::Fur Coat::

Ribbed Fur in Grey by Sabotage

Extras && Accessories;

::Necklace::

Lulu Necklace in Black by Cubic Cherry !!Gacha!!

Simone Collar by RealEvil Industries

Jeweled necklace by Black Bantam !!Gacha!!

::Ear Decor::

Ear cuffs by Black Bantam !!Gacha!!

::Bindi::

Bindi by Vincue !!Crystal Heart Gift!!!

::Face::

Dramatic Showa Sparkles by Cureless

::Bone Hand/Arm::

Bone Hand/Arm by Cubic Cherry

::Nails::

Kinky Nails by Moon Amore

::Back Halo::

Back Halo of Skeleton Parts by Cubic Cherry !!Gacha!!!