Nobody...

Today's stop is the first song that vibes hard with me right now for it's where I feel I'm stuck in my own journey. I love this scene and set up by DollBaby my cutie lil' friend beside me. The majority of the background is unknown to me as she owns it, but some of the Black Bantam arcade stuff is in there from the set that goes with my slippers because they're gorgeouuusss. <3

Earlier another friend of I and I were talking about how we feel kinda stuck, at the same time... as if we're already in hell just wading through it. All of this vibed with me and this song as I stared at the many pictures on my desktop to edit for you guys next. DollBaby and I were both going through a hard time where we secluded ourselves in hopes to find peace.

I hope she found it.

I'm still looking.

Have you found peace?

I always say I don't need anyone, because I wish it could be true...

My reality is I'm dependent on others, however.

It's part of my sadness.

I like the chains on DollBaby to show things like this, I feel like the picture's symbolic as well... or maybe I smoked too much? Anyway, these items are really pretty and thinking of being a ballerina in hell where you're endlessly dancing on those tippie toes is like omg why... so.. here you go! :D

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Jaquline in Bisquit by Pink Fuel

::Eyes::

Honestlydon'tremember

::Body::

Lara by Maitreya inc. hands & feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

Lillian in Essentials by [e]

::Ears::

Stretched Ears by Mandala

Clothing Stuffs;

::Dress::

Orianna Lace Dress in Black by Zenith !!No Mesh Body Sizes so please DEMO!!!

::Shoes::

God Mother Crystal Ballet Slipper by Black Bantam !!Gacha!!!

Extras && Accessories;

::Headband::

Ican'tremembertbhaskOdettaF

::Blindfold & Choker::

Claudia in Red by Luas which was a gift from a friend so thaaank yooou. <3

::Gloves::

Little Red Wolf Leather Gloves in Black by Cureless which was also a gift from a friend, thaaank yoou. <3 !!Gacha!!!

::Flowers::

Tintable Wildflower Bouquet by Black Bantam !!Gacha!!!

::Leg Wraps::

Vanessa leg Straps in Red by Asteria

Let's go on a Trip!

I was awoken this month to an amazing surprise. An artist I've been following since some point last year or the year before released her newest album, and it came at a time I -really- needed it. Feeling lost in life with what I am, want, and where to go... Jhene Aiko has again brought me to a place of peace when I was feeling chaotic.

I'mma link the song that inspired the whole shebang set up. Pictures were taken forever ago and were not meant to go with this song but, it fit. It was around this time I'd lost my way again and some friends had shown up and I got up, sort of, and found my way again. Finding myself lost again, not relying on anyone to get up with because it's clear I belong alone, this whole album and the short Movie, Trip, which I'll link below is really worth a watch and listen. Speaking of people I've been watching, the outfit, metal spirals and all (Which are rigged!) are by Cubic Cherry! I've watched the little Kreao-Onion since... gah I dunno I got in to SL? I was pulled in by Final Fantasy inspired goods, you know how I am with those... and I've honestly never been disappointed. Seeing rigged clothing and accessories for one of SL's most favored bodies by Cubic Cherry has me really happy. I know I'm late to the yay game but... I've been a mess!

So, if you want to; go on a Trip:

If you went, here's some background. Jhene Aiko lost her brother to cancer in 2012 and always saw the two of them as two halves of a whole. Without him she became lost and tried to fill that void with anyone and anything. Her newest project, Trip, is a MAP (Which is an acronym for Movie, Album, and Poetry Book) through her struggles and trying to find her way in hopes others can to.

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Jaquline in Bisquit by Pink Fuel

&

::Eyes::

Honestlydon'tremember

::Body::

Lara by Maitreya inc. hands & feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

One of the Truth group Gifts

::Ears::

Stretched Ears by Mandala

Clothing Stuffs;

LOL

Extras && Accessories;

::Cloth Bits::

Lalor Gacha set in Silk RARE by Cubic Cherry !!Gacha!! Rare!!!

::Metal Accessories::

Lalor Gacha Set Accessories in Silver by Cubic Cherry !!gacha!!!

::Shibari::

Thorn Dress by Pixicat (Shibari ONLY) !!Gacha RARE!!!

::Shoes::

Rawr.Geta in pink by Epic!

::Wings::

Sprite bento Wings in HUD 1 by Caboodle

Jukai

This is going to be a little bittersweet.

I'd been spending a lot of time with friends, and doing the things suggested to me to heal. I've seen family and friends IRL, I've made new friends on SL... I don't fit... as usual. I'm getting crazy and worked up and upsetting people without trying and before I totally upset people or make a mess I don't know how to handle or clean up like I have in the past I am walking away. Due to fallouts with family, my facebook has been deleted. Due to fallouts, stressors, uncertainties, and just the sheer ability for me to turn SL in to a world of solitude if I wish to my SL has been set so no one can see when I'm popping in and out. Due to me wanting such solitude and going to such lengths to achieve it, all messengers have been put offline, uninstalled, or are set to invisible as well. I'm no... good. I keep trying to tell people. I don't fit. I don't want to pretend to fit and end up ruining the things I'm trying to fit in to. Know what I'm sayin' hay hay hay? ;D;D;D

Angle and shot on this one are from Jason, the closest to my heart in this whole mess. Even when I was nutty he could somehow see good in me. I hope I find that good one day, and that everyone else can see it... or that they'll remember me how he saw me since I'm leaving before I can break anything. Magic & Love, errone, this is Chobii signin' out! Socially anyway. Those who have been promised gifts from me will still get them. Those who feel I owe them may message me, I shall do what I can to rectify any ill feelings for any reasons. Reecey dun worries, wedding gift will be sent! Devvies dun worries, Meshie lessons will be sent over for as far as I can help you, but remember I'm taught from a friend as well and not professionally trained! Jason, dun worries, Photoshop knowledge, backdrop we started, and meshie lessons will be sent over!! I'm not running away from anything I said I would do and not taking back any feelings I had... I'm just removing myself before it becomes nothing but pain for everyone. <3 Matta ne?

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Jaquline in Bisquit by Pink Fuel

&

Milu (Bad Girl) in Polar by Glam Affair

(Did you know Glam being in flf gets you a whole new look for only 50L if you have Maitreya because the appliers are built in? I was like O; :O O: Thank you to designers still helping the poor people. Shoutoutttt~ <3)

::Eyes::

Honestlydon'tremember

::Body::

Lara by Maitreya inc. hands & feet

::Head::

Tala by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me

::Hair::

Cameron in browns by Pr!tty

&

Tsuki in browns by Wasabi Pills

::Ears::

Stretched Ears by Mandala

::Neko Bits::

Neko'Neko in Choco by Aii (Rare tail!) !!Gacha!!!

Clothing Stuffs;

::Top::

Melty top and panties by Vincue without the top part

::Dress::

Onyx Corset Dress by Melon Bunny

::Shoes::

Brezerker Long Boots in Black by Zenith !!Gacha!!!

Extras && Accessories;

Not filling any of this out fully because I literally wore those for fun and took pictures for fun and knew I wanted to blog the one but... so much time passed that like... bleh. So. Eyeballing it from the images.

Tattoo is one from Silent Sparrow in BOTH pictures, I really love Hya's art

Cat house thing Manny's Neko Nook but it really only sits one and we used our hovers to derp it.

Decor's from random places

Bear is from Stochholm and Lima and has ahh an adult animation in it? <//< Also a gacha piece. >//> Ahem. ANYWAY

Lil bunbun with me is from Half Deer

Bow cuffs by Katat0nik

Pearls by Stockholm and Lima and have been worn consistently for a few months.

Sword is from Mythical Weapons~ :D