I think there's nothing sweeter than...
welll.... nothingness. It's what I crave and long for. A time before
the time where chaos began, a time before expectations and social
acceptances. A time before... everything. This next song expresses
that in a way that I feel is almost like a spell, cast to remind
people that nothingness isn't something to fear... and if your
perception is correct it can even be quite a meditative state~ I put
on a casual outfit and have on my tears and sad eyes still because
this lil' kitten is still sad. (Not getting in to why, we're staying positive!) I wrote the writer of these songs a
letter I'm going to put below the picture and above the credits, to
help you guys see a little bit of the personal/fantasy based writings
I do. Enjoy!
Grampy
named you Penny, yet you had no idea you were far more than plenty
and I'm glad he showed you that you needed to be empty. The energies
and moments of unease which created your masterpiece has now shown
not only me but many others OUR inner peace.
As
the center spins around, and you navigate us through your treacherous
waves you've shown us stars birthed from thoughts and sent adrift on
flows that ease our souls and remind us that within us we have the
same courageousness, same strength; we are as soldiers standing
brave.
You
say for a heart to open it has to break, so you're sad yet happy...
Why
do we feel the need to fill the void once broken if that openness is
our salvation? In expressing loss in verses set across expanses even
imagination wouldn't dare stop you've shown us we have the same
weaknesses, the same needs; we are but universes born in to humans
too unaware of being our own demise.
It's
odd, I find myself wondering if we're even fit to call you something
as simple as Penny, when your existence to this generation is as
revolutionary as copper was to the electrical industry throughout
history. Will you change us on the inside through reflecting the same
brilliant shine as the cent has changed with time? I know aluminum
has changed the fate of the way you coil, dazzling copper, but
without you to have laid the way... Without Penny to lead the way, on
what currents would your beautiful words flow?
From
the mind, to the mic, to the wires that connect our currents; your
words with ease bring me back to current when I've become lost adrift
on the seas of my own distant and fearful future possibilities or
memories. Locked away within walls deemed safe by demons that won't
let me play, I began my journey a month before you grace my city ti
the day. It's the second time I go, as I'd fallen the last time and
lost my way... it was when I'd heard your words on Pandora that
clearness and peace again began to stay.
I
won't be able to see you, oh dear miss Jhene, but please play with
the energy to feel from my home on this, a day the universe
coincidentally gifted me. A day the universe set in to motion for us
both, unknowingly on your side that the meaning would be so grand. It
was a time when I'd fallen the hardest, and giving up had almost been
planned... I'll keep going, however, because I'm stronger than anyone
understands.
Body Stuffs;
::Skin::
Kyoko
in Mixedtype by DeeTalez
::Eyes::
Sari
Eyes in Green in Purple by Song
::Body::
Lara
by Maitreya inc. hands & feet
::Head::
Tala
by Catwa W/ Custom shape by me
::Hair::
Athena
in Browns by Truth !!Group Gift!!!
::Ears::
Stretched
Ears by Mandala
Clothing
Stuffs;
::Dress::
Rosie
Dress in Hazel by Valentina E
::Leggings::
Magical
Girl leggings in Black by Cubic Cherry Kre-Ations !!Gacha!!!
Extras &&
Accessories;
::Nails::
Baddie
Claws & Rings by Gorgeous Dolls
::Eyepatch::
Roses
Eyepatch in Shadow by Cubic Cherry Kre-Ations
::Necklace::
Pray
for us Choker in Black by Black Bantam
::Bindi::
The
Moonie Bindi by Olive
::Piercings::
Eyebrow
& Dimples by Little Fish
&
Spider
Bites by Punch
&
Chained
V4 by Zombie Suicide
::Tears::
Princess
tears in Sunset by Axix
::Lashes::
Starry
Lashes by Lovely Alien !!Catwa Applier!!!
::Spell
Book::
Starry
Spell by Cubic Cherry Kre-Ations
