Lil' Shepard.

I don't have much to say today, I've been busy around the house all day. I felt like a Shepard was a good pick for today's post since I felt as busy as a little farmer! Herdin' the cleaning like they herd cattle! :'D <3 Creds below, hope you all had a fun filled day too! (Yes I think cleaning is fun. XP <3)

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Airashi in Latte by Pink Acid

::Hair::

Sibel in Wild Honey by Wasabi Pills

::Eyes::

Lillian eyes in Hazel by Buzzeri

::Head::

Babydoll in Deluxe by The Shops

::Lashes::

Falsies Eyelashes by Mon Cheri

::Body::

Female Body in Deluxe by The Mesh Project

Clothing Stuffs;

::Top::

Ingrid Tunic Dress in Blush Pink by Alaskametro<3

::Stockings::

Ruffle Stockings in White by Big Beautiful Doll

::Shoes::

Kawaii Shoes (unrigged) in Pink by :Moon Amore:

Extras && Accessories;

::Hair Goods::

Fairylight Crown and Halo in Platinum by +Half-Deer+

::Tail::

Curled Tail in Random/Sand from the Kemono Mod by . F e o h . _

::Headpiece::

Rasma Circlet in Gold-Lily by Plastik !!Now @ We<3RP!!!

::Horns::

Rasma Horns in Gold-Lily by Plastik

::Purse::

Hard Plastic Locket Of Love Clutch in Pink Champagne by Pink Acid !!Gacha!!!

::Staff::

Lil Bo Peep Staff by W E S T 143RD.

Angelic Elegance

Good beginning of the week, everyone! I wanted to show you my -favorite- outfit from the Burlesque event at the end of the week last week but I failed! I also forgot to give you RL update like promised SO will do this post! Melon Bunny was ON POINT with the Burlesque theme in my opinion. Not only does her gorgeous ensemble come as I'm showing it here, with a weighted (Rigged) skirt, but it also comes with a flexi prim version for those of you who love your sway with your movement looks. As usual the outfit is FITMESH so do keep mind of your shape and DEMO. Corset is also available in a 'thinner' version but you all know I like to be on the thicker end of the spectrum. I have to say the look of this all together is breath taking, and I was SO happy to find shoes made for TMP ouch feet to tie it all together. <3 Details below. Muahmuah~

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Airashi in Latte by Pink Acid

::Hair::

Topaz in Light Browns by Truth

::Eyes::

Pure Eyes in Green by Angelica

::Head::

Babydoll in Deluxe by The Shops

::Body::

Female Body in Deluxe by The Mesh Project

Clothing Stuffs;

::Outfit::

Forest Sapphire Burlesque outfit by Melon Bunny !!Available @ Burlesque!!!

::Stockings::

White Ruffle Stockings by Big Beautiful Doll

::Shoes::

Odette shoes by Mundos

Extras && Accessories;

::Fan::

Plumage Featherfan in Blue by Devious Minds !!Available @ Burlesque!!!

::Ears::

Uni Ears in Blix by .:Soul:.

::Headpiece::

Juliah in Gold/Blue Roses by .Keystone.

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Alias Open Crown by {Scene}

::Wings::

Winged Persuasions in Female by Le Poppycock !!Available @ Chapter 4!!!

::Necklace::

Arabella Wild Pearls in Long by Maxi Gossamer !!Available @ Fameshed!!!

Décor;

Dolly Piano by Apple Fall !!Gacha @ Chapter 4!!!

Shauna's Chair by Apple Fall !!Gacha @ Chapter 4!!!

Blanket Curio by Apple Fall !!Gacha @ Chapter 4!!!

Roses Jug by Apple Fall !!Gacha @ Chapter 4!!!

Book Shelf by Apple Fall !!Gacha @ Chapter 4!!!

Patchwork Rug by Apple Fall !!Gacha @ Chapter 4!!!

Gala Kitty by Ionic !!Gacha @ Chapter 4!!!

Luna Kitty by Ionic !!Gacha @ Chapter 4!!!

Shadow Kitty by Ionic !!Gacha @ Chapter 4!!!

Maggie Kitty by Ionic !!Gacha @ Chapter 4!!!

Shelf D'Amour in Blue by Frogstar !!Available @ Spread The Love!!!

Capture Me Bed in Angel by Frogstar !!Available @ Fresh!!!

Bunny Boy Chair in Sky by Frogstar !!Available @ Fresh!!!

Pretty Doll Box & Poses by *~*HopScotch*~* !!Available @ Fresh!!!

Ok so rl update. As yous who follow me know, I have Fibromyalgia which is uncontrolled and causes me a -lot- of pain. I've been approved for medical weed to calm it down and have some weed from my sister until I get my medical card and find out how to get it here in MA as there's no dispensaries yet. I, unfortunately, don't know any people in MA so since I've gotten really close to running out of what I have from my sister have been smoking less. It's pretty hellish so I've been missing more posts and what not. I'm sorry. ;~; I hope to be back soon in full swing. <3

Truth Syrum

Uggh sometimes Genre comes out with the best stuff. I have to say I am in LOVE with this dress by Anachron. I went and snagged me some more boots from Schadenfreude, and the new collab hair by Geek & Blueberry and somehow wiggled my way in to a semi steampunk looking lolita co-ord. O: I'm really digging it! Gonna be short, because after credits I have a personal rant you can/cannot read depending on what you want to do. It's a confession and apology! SO SCANDELOUS.

THE GOODS;

Body Stuffs;

::Skin::

Airashi in Latte by Pink Acid

::Hair::

Fay in Essentials by Blueberry

::Eyes::

Glass Green eyes in 7 by Mudskin

::Lashes::

S02 Kirei Lashes by FTL

::Body::

Female body in Deluxe with hands/feet by The mesh Project

Clothing Stuffs;

::Dress::

Genre Jump party Dress in Steampunk by Anachron

::Stockings::

Nylon Ombre Stockings in Nude by Big Beautiful Doll

::Shoes::

Zirnitra Boots in Teal by Schadenfreude

::Coat::

Jewelled Jacket in Chocolate by Valentina E

Extras && Accessories;

::Teeth::

Vampire Teeth in Long by Shine

::Arm Warmers::

Kimiko Arm Warmers by Dirty Lynx

::Ears::

Uni Ears in Faunus by .:Soul:. !!New!!!

::Earrings & Necklace::

Gypsy Flower Amulet of Antimony by Maxi Gossamer

::Purse::

Burrry Cold Penguin Chain Purse in Blue RARE by Pink Acid !!New @ The Seasons Story!!!

::Clock::

Secret Stash Clock Clutch by Pink Acid !!New @ The Seasons Story!!!

::Eyepatch::

Yellow Kitty Eye Patch by Rotten Toe !!Gacha!!

::Goggles::

Cat Goggle in Gold RARE by LOVE RE ME !!Gacha!!!

::Face Stars::

Face Stars in Green by Ni.Ju

::Make-Up::

Magic Eyeshadow in Red Carpet Teal by Pink Acid !!New @ Candy Shop!!!

::Plushie::

Still Tryin' in Brown by Geek !!New @ We<3RP!!!

(His animations are -adorableee!!)

décor;

Atlas 1 - Terrestrial Globe @ CSR

Schadenfreude Hikari Ceiling Lantern @ TSS

PFC~Alchemist Desk

Vega 1 – Telescope @ CSR

.aisling. Bric-a-Brac Desk -Tea- !!Gacha!!!

Zaara [home] : Ikat dhurrie rug *kohl* !!Gacha!!!

llorisen // mimi skybox.yellow&white !!Gacha!!!

Ok so, rant time.

I'm not a good person and I've never thought of myself as a bad person, however I have done some horrible things. I feel like whether someone is bad or good, is in the eye of the beholder. And some might say I was a bad person. I got mixed up in a group that turned in to a clique... something I never wanted to be a part of. Somehow, in the midst of everything that was happening with my RL and how involved I became in SL... I lost myself. I became a complete sociopath. I didn't care about the feelings of others or how what I said would affect them; nor if what I said or did would hurt anyone. It was horrible, and it took the two people I cared the most about from that clique treating me just as I had others for me to realize just how much of a shit I have been. I've said horrible things about people that they never deserved to have said about them. I've joined stupid arguments and put in my opinion as if it mattered in places it didn't belong. I was a wholly and truly horrible person, even to those closest to me. I've come clean and apologized to many people in the past few days/weeks as my therapist and I come to talk about things and I realize just how wrong I was. I can't count the amount of people I said bad about, so I wanted to do a whole public apology.

For two reasons... one, now everyone I hurt that crosses this can see that I'm sorry and I know I'm wrong and I was a bad person... and that I'm trying to change. Two, because you people that follow me for my fashion and my rants never saw that side of me and it makes me feel two faced. I want you to know who you're following so you can make the conscious decision on whether or not to follow me. I don't want to be a two faced person, and I can't change the past but I can come clean and move forward. That's what I plan to do.

So as a whole, I am deeply sorry.

Please know that I am not blaming the clique or a single person in it for my behavior. I have no excuse for my behavior. I take full responsibility for everything I have done. I'm not looking for pity or drama or a response. I just want the truth out there. From me.

Some might say I was a bad person, that I still am. But that is not the case.... but I'll leave that for you to decide.

For those of you who can forgive me and still want to follow me even knowing the truth, I'll see you tomorrow. <3 Happy Shopping.